The words were delivered meekly but I was firm on it. It was not out of any impulse but was because I wanted to. I needed him even if it were just two mere days. Though I couldn't live my entire life with the man in front of me with perfect blue eyes and dark brown hair that complemented him well. I couldn't make him stay with me. I couldn't bear this loneliness, I didn't want it to pry on me but I needed to overcome it. I wanted him by my side every second of my life not physically though, but mentally. He had become my need and marrying him is the only thing that would keep me connected to him. Maybe our kid, but I know it's not my age to have one. "No " his sudden outbreak snapped me back into reality. "Why? " I burped. " I don't want to ruin your life. I can't ." W

