Chapter 11
Alex mused over Kevin’s words for the next few days but things didn’t change, not even a little bit. He wasn’t strong enough and he hated himself for that.
Every time he thought he had enough strength to face Daniel, something from his past came back to haunt him. He rationally knew it was childish and Daniel was nothing like Ben, but he honestly didn’t know what to say, and he didn’t know how he would react if Daniel had wanted something more than friendship from him. So, he kept on postponing it. He had the feeling he needed something strong, something pushing him to react. Too bad that the more time passed, the more Alex couldn’t tear his gaze away from Daniel.
One evening, after dinner, Alex was checking his email on the kitchen counter, and he heard a noise. He looked up
