“Don’t say that.” Finn said as his expression tightened instantly. “Why not?” I asked. “Because you’re acting like you already gave up on a normal life.” He said. I almost laughed at that. Normal life sounded ridiculous now. “You know what I did this weekend?” I asked quietly. “What?” He asked frowning. “I cleaned blood off my boots.” I said. The silence after that stretched hard between us while noise echoed around the hallway. Finn looked like he wanted to say something comforting but realized too late there probably wasn’t anything left to says. “That’s exactly what I mean.” He finally muttered. “What?” I asked. “You talk about violent stuff like it doesn’t bother you anymore.” He said. “It doesn’t.” I said. “That’s not healthy.” He said. “Neither is getting ch

