Kriti’s POV:
I took in my new room, in my new house, owned by my new husband.
It was a massive bedroom. The towering windows flooded the room with moonlight. The bed was a heavy wooden thing, overwhelming the space decorated with real roses and mogra flowers in celebration of our wedding night. The pleasant fragrance of the fresh flowers filled the whole room. The walls were light blue, with a texture on the front wall—something I had always liked.
The room was brightly lit making my
headache after a long day. But, my tension and nervousness had suppressed the exhaustion. The bridal attire was making me uncomfortable, but I had been strictly instructed by Mumma to wait to change until my husband entered the room.
I still knew nothing about my husband. I love to talk—my friends call me ‘radio’—but I find it so hard to talk to him. Maybe it’s because of his reserved nature or just the fact that he seems angry all the time.
I still remember my first phone call with him about a month and half ago. I had gone for a walk with shubhangi when she said, teasing, "so, how's it going? Has Arnav proposed to you yet?" She was excited, her dimples creasing her face and her eyes gleamed.
"Proposed?" I asked. "Do you even expect him to propose?"
"Oh come on, don't hide things from me, I want all the details."
I took a deep breath and began to explain. "So, according to my would-be mother-in-law, he leaves for work at about 10 a.m., then comes back at about 7 p.m., apparently, once he's home he continues working. I don't think he does much more than work, and you expect me to talk to him? What would I say? 'Hey Arnav ji, how’s work going?' and then he’ll just bore me to tears by telling me about all his catering orders." I rolled my eyes as I tried to concentrate on my soft drink.
She laughed, her chubby cheeks completely overpowering her eyes. "Girl, I think you’re exaggerating."
I gave her a confused look and she elaborated, "I think you need to talk to him, if he’s not making the move, then why don’t you be the one to make it?" I brushed the topic off and ordered a butterscotch ice cream from the waiter. "Kriti, Arnav seems like a good guy, he’s just a bit different from you and me.”
I smiled and drowned my voice in sarcasm. “Oh really! How do you think he’s a good man? And I don’t know how all of you, be it my friends or family, have suddenly started to like him without even talking to him properly. It’s just because he’s rich.”
“Oh! God! Kriti, it’s not about his money, and we don’t always need to talk to a person to decide we like them.” She put her hand on her heart. “And that perfect jawline of his makes me swoon.”
“Are you saying that you’re attracted to him?”
She replied sarcastically, “are you jealous?”
Before we could get lost in our girly conversation she started pestering me to give him a call as a matter of ‘my guts’. I ignored her until she took my phone and hit the green button declaring ‘call’.
I mouthed to her, “this is not funny!”
When he answered, it was with unconcealed impatience. “I’m at work,” he snapped before I’d even said hello. “I’ll call you later.”
A second later I was talking to dead air. I stared at the phone in my hand. “What the hell? He’s so rude! How am I supposed to spend my life with that? The jerk could have at least talked to me for a few seconds!”
Even Shubhangi was surprised at his behavior. “I agree, that was way out of line, he seems so gentle usually.” That was all she could manage before she burst out into laughter. “Oh, your face! I will have a picture of this stuck in my head forever.”
I scowled at the phone some more. I hadn’t expected him to be like this, and it made me shiver inside. What if that was his normal behaviour? Before we could make any more assumptions, my phone flashed with a text message from Arnav.
I’m sorry for hanging up like that, I’m in an important meeting. I will try to call you later. Sorry Kriti ji...I hope you understand.
That smiley face seemed like it was mocking me. Shubhangi gave a sigh of relief.
“Aw that’s so cute...see, I told you he’s a good guy. I think you should reply with something nice.”
I growled at her, “I’m not replying with anything.” She knew that I wouldn’t listen to her.
Arnav surprised me that night. After eight hours, I gathered up my courage and called him again. I meant to apologize and convince him that the call was a mistake. The phone rang three times and he answered, “Kriti ji, you called me again—”
I interrupted before he could say anything more. “Earlier,” I stumbled over the words. I had no one with me, except for my teddy bear, to motivate me. “It was a mistake. A dare. A dare.”
“And this time? Another dare? I’ve got time now. I’ll play.”
I clutched my bear to my chest and said, “no. It's not another dare.” Then still busy with the last one? Why did you take the dare? Are you a very daring person?” He chuckled at his own joke and I realized that was the first time I’d ever heard him laugh. I was immediately suspicious of that good temper. Was he teasing me or just being a bully? That dark suspicion vanished after a few more sweetly teasing comments. My future husband, apparently, could be playful. The knowledge settled around my heart. A tiny light of hope lit within me. Maybe he just looks like a serious, inconsiderate man; and maybe, somewhere deep inside, he’s a normal person like me. I was well prepared with my explanation, so I took a deep breath and said, without even pausing for a moment, all that had happened at the Café with Shubhangi. I left some of the conversation unsaid. Like the proposal part. I kept speaking until I was out of breath.
“I promise you Arnav ji, I won’t disturb you during work hours from now on.”
Arnav listened in what I could only assume was shocked silence. “Kriti ji, it's okay. Don't be so worried.”
“Alright.” I had nothing left to say. What was I supposed to do? “Okay then, bye!” I said casually.
Arnav replied with, "bye!" He paused for a long moment and added sugar syrup to his tone as he finished, "and you can call me after work hours."
"Okay," I said, and even before he could hang up, I thought viciously, why would I call you? Dumbo!
I have certain good theories suggesting that he is, in fact, a dumbo, despite the fact that he's a successful businessman at just twenty-eight years old. His father had owned a small restaurant called Zaayaka, which Mr. Gupta established with a little capital of his own about fifteen years ago. Arnav would have been in school at the time. The restaurant, situated on the busy Mall Road, became an instant success. The restaurant apparently earned enough to supply his family with a comfortable, upper-middle-class lifestyle. When Arnav took over the management of the place, he was able to expand the family business. In just eight years, Arnav opened three more branches of Zaayka. The restaurant quickly became one of the most popular eateries in the city. I loved the food there and had spent numerous evenings there chilling out with my friends and family members. However, it's strange how often I used to go there, but I never once saw Arnav.
Now, he earns lakhs per week, and he's decided to marry a girl he's never met before. I'm just a postgraduate in literature. I don't even have a job. And he is earning lakhs. The man had only seen my photograph, the one which is usually sent to families of prospective matches for the initial arrangement of a marriage. I realize that's the traditional way, but I didn't expect him to be so conservative, he's a modern-day businessman. I think people have changed now-a-days, the bride and the groom tend to meet each other at least once before getting married. I, being the bride couldn't have demanded to meet him though. Doing so would have gotten me labeled as a woman who would burn the culture of our society.
How could he be so dumb? Sure, his family members had met me, but to him I was a total stranger. The man is a dumbo. It's a fact.
The second time I called him, I was buying him a ring. My mother made me do it. Although I called, actually speaking to him was the last thing I wanted to do. I quickly tried to give the phone to my mother, but she shot me a glaring look.
"Don't you dare to do that, Kriti, just talk to him and ask."
Although I wanted to beg her to just take the phone, I held my tongue and quietly obeyed her. "Yes, Arnav ji," I cleared my throat. "We are out here shopping, and mom wants to know if you want a gold ring or a platinum one for the engagement."
"Either," he said laughingly.
I nearly shouted into the phone. "What?"
"I said either." This time he was more serious.
"Are you—" I was about to say 'are I was speechless. This person was already irritating me. We hadn’t even met yet and he was giving me a headache. Really.
“Wait,” he called before I could end the conversation, “just a minute. Before you hang up, tell me about your choice for the ring, too.”
I exclaimed, “oh! My ring?”
“Yes,” he said, “Maa will surely ask me about it, and I’ll be clueless.”
“Okay...” I scrambled for words, my perfect ring, found after hours of scouring the web, completely escaped my mind.
“Come on Kriti ji, tell me what you want or you’ll complain about it after.”
I’ve always longed for a platinum one with three diamonds. Ever since I was fifteen, I couldn’t muster up the courage to tell him. I didn’t want to come off as a greedy, materialistic, b***h. I was sure he’d judge me.
“No,” I paused for a second with multiple thoughts running through my mind, and Mumma signaled me to choose from two different rings she had shortlisted. “It’s not like that. I don’t complain about like that. I don't complain about anything. Just choose whatever you like.”
He let out a deep breath. “Oh really? You don't complain about anything? Well, that's just wonderful.” He laughed a little before continuing, “then I must consider myself the luckiest man alive! I’ll be getting a wife who doesn’t complain about anything.”
“Yup, yes, never ever. Now can I please hang up? I have a lot to do.” I tried, too late, to keep the obvious irritation out of my voice.
“Yes Ma'am,” he said with amused indifference. But before he could hang up, he came more. I casually laugh at me some more, I casually said goodbye and hung up.