The scars were easier to see once you knew how not to look away.
I noticed them when Kael moved, subtle shifts of muscle beneath skin, the way the torchlight broke unevenly across his chest and shoulders. At first glance they looked like battle remnants, the sort of marks one expected on a king who ruled by strength alone. A ruthless monster.
At second glance, they were wrong.
Too precise.
Too symmetrical.
They crossed his body in measured increments, stopping where bone curved inward or muscle changed direction. There were no ragged edges, no tearing, no chaos. Each line was deliberate. Placed. Repeated. As if whoever had cut them had been following a diagram rather than striking in anger.
I had seen this before.
Not on wolves. Not on kings.
On patients whose pain had been choreographed.
“Those scars,” I said quietly. “They weren’t inflicted during episodes.”
Kael’s eyes flicked to me like knives. Sharp. Assessing. His body remained rigid, tension held in check by sheer force of will.
“No,” he said after a moment.
“Before,” I pressed. “Or after.”
His jaw flexed. “Both.”
That answer turned my stomach.
“Who did it?” I asked.
“The Council,” he said flatly. “Healers, mostly. Sanctified procedures.”
I exhaled slowly through my nose, grounding myself the way I had learned to do during field debriefs. The impulse to recoil was strong. So was the urge to catalog, to name, to understand.
“They conditioned you,” I said. “Using pain as reinforcement.”
His hands tightened around the chains, iron creaking softly in protest. “They call it stabilization.”
“That’s not stabilization,” I said. “It’s compliance conditioning.”
He looked at me sharply. “You say that as if it has meaning here.”
“It has meaning everywhere,” I replied. “Pain paired with authority rewires response. You weren’t being restrained. You were being taught.”
“Taught what?”
“To obey without resisting,” I said gently. “Even in your own body.”
Silence fell again, deeper than before.
I stepped closer, not toward him, but slightly to the side, angling my body so I wasn’t directly in his line of sight. It was a small thing, but I’d learned long ago that confrontation shut people down faster than truth.
“You don’t fight the curse when it comes,” I continued. “You anticipate it. You prepare for it. You punish yourself in advance because part of you believes pain is the price of control.”
The words landed heavier than I intended. But it was hard not to spit out my disgust at the same time.
Kael’s breath stuttered, caught, then steadied again. “You talk as if you’ve seen this.”
“I have,” I said. “Just not with runes.”
His head tilted slightly, curiosity flickering beneath guardedness.
“I worked in trauma research,” I added. “Specifically psychosomatic conditioning. Survivors whose nervous systems were trained to obey threat even when the threat no longer existed.”
“And you think I’m the same,” he said.
“I think the curse isn’t acting alone,” I replied. “I think it learned how to hurt you by watching the people who claimed to help.”
The torches dimmed, their flames drawing in as if listening.
Kael laughed under his breath, short, disbelieving, more like a bark. “You’re describing treason.”
“I’m describing evidence.”
That silenced him.
I gestured toward the chains, the bed, the runes carved into the floor in concentric patterns. “These are not the tools of a beast. They’re the tools of someone trying to survive violence they were never meant to carry.”
His gaze followed my hand, lingering on the iron restraints as if seeing them anew.
“They tell the world you kill your Lunas,” I said.
“I do,” he said harshly.
“No,” I countered. “You lose them.”
His head snapped up. “Don’t.”
“Words matter,” I said softly. “And so do systems. If every Luna sent to you was trained to submit, if their obedience fed the curse, then their deaths were not your failures. They were the system working as intended.”
The quiet that followed was not empty.
It was stunned.
Kael stared at me for a long moment, something dark shifting behind his eyes, not rage, not grief, but recognition sharpened to pain, however, the aggression was present.
“You speak this easily,” he said. “You say it as if it absolves me.”
“It doesn’t absolve you,” I said. “It contextualizes you.”
“That’s not the same.”
“No,” I agreed. “But it’s how healing starts.”
He turned away then, shoulders tightening as if bracing for impact. “You shouldn’t dig here, Aurelia Voss. Some wounds cannot be healed. Shouldn’t.”
“I’m already standing in it,” I said.
The sanctum pulsed faintly beneath my feet.
“I’ve watched men tear themselves apart because believing they were monsters felt safer than admitting they were weaponized,” I went on. “If you were truly what they say, this place would be drenched in my blood already.”
“It isn’t,” he said quietly.
“No,” I said. “It’s meticulous.”
That did something to him.
His posture shifted, imperceptibly, as if a weight had redistributed itself inside his chest. The chains loosened a fraction. The hum in the room softened.
“If you keep talking like this,” he said, “they will kill you.”
“Then they should have done so already,” I replied. “Because I won’t stop.”
His gaze returned to mine, searching, cautious. “Why?”
“Because you are not failing,” I said. “You are surviving something designed to break you.”
The torches flared once, steady and bright.
Kael exhaled slowly.
“You see scars,” he said. “Everyone else sees proof.”
“I see a pattern,” I replied. “And patterns can be disrupted.”
He closed his eyes, just for a moment.
When he opened them again, the fear was still there, but so was something else. Something tentative. Unfamiliar.
“What happens,” he asked, voice low, “if you’re wrong?”
I met his gaze without hesitation.
“Then we’ll learn,” I said. “And we’ll adjust.”
The mountain held us in that answer.
And for the first time since the elders had sealed the doors, I felt it settle, solid, watchful, not hostile.
Not a prison.
A boundary.