Little Lies Big secrets

Raven

Three months later my boyfriend and I were back together and life was good.

I will never forget about August Cartwright and his good mouth and d**k!

Right into four months my boss had me go out of town on a business trip.

I found out two months afterwards, that I was expecting so I was happy.

I thought my boyfriend would be happy as well because we had talked about having children so it would be no problem.

The only problem with that is my boyfriend had just found out three months earlier that he couldn't have children.

So Wallace was trying to figure out a way to tell me without it destroying our relationship.

So imagine to my surprise to find out Wallace couldn't have children, so the situation opened a can of worms.

Wallace knew I had been cheating and that certainly was a deal breaker.

How could he be mad all the times he cheated and I took him back!

Let's be clear it was the very reason we were on a break in the first place.

However, on the other hand I was falling in love with August and I just knew he was the father of my baby.

Wallace put me out of the house so I caught a flight and went home to be with my family.

Once I landed my best friend Erin invited me to her house to come hang out and have drinks since she knew I was in town.

I didn't tell her about the pregnancy right away.

I really needed a place to stay to clear my thoughts and get myself together.

Erin was my childhood friend from middle school and high school we'd been through a lot.

Erin was a little housewife her husband was truly old fashion.

He didn't allow Erin to work just take care of home I'd never met him though my opinion was an asshole.

Once I got settled I explained my entire situation to my best friend Erin.

Erin was absolutely sympathetic about my situation she knew I wasn't the cheating type so this situation was absolutely mind blowing.

I was getting ready for bed by the time Erin's husband made it home, so I didn't get a chance to meet him.

He probably was a fat ugly old grumpy old man anyway at least he sounded like one from Erin's description of him.

The next morning I got up early and I decided to cook breakfast to make coffee.

I was sitting on the patio when Erin came down and joined me as her husband was leaving. He came out to kiss Erin goodbye for the day.

I stood to refill my coffee mug that's when August passed by me, when I looked up I dropped the coffee mug ,I was in absolute shock!

I tried to regroup my energy so Erin wouldn't notice anything out of the ordinary.

August however never broke his stride, he looked over at me just stared for a brief moment, spoke as he kissed his wife then walked away.

I basically was having a mental emotional meltdown inside myself, so I excused myself to my bedroom but didn't make it.

I instantly felt sick and nauseated with hot flashes and fatigue.

My plan didn't execute as I wished because I became faintish August had to catch me from falling.

Once I got to the couch Erin decided to disclose to her husband that I was pregnant.

Now his Poker Face had changed and his eyes were low and angry.

I didn't even get a chance to speak to August but judging from his body language he had expressed no interest.

I however regroup Erin sat around to make sure I were okay.

I just couldn't believe that August was my best friend's husband.

I couldn't help but feel sick as all August and I encounters played back in my head.

Erin fixed me a cup of claiming tea as she took as seat in a chair across from me as we sat in the den.

"Girl, are you okay?"

"I was really worried about you." I just smiled over at Erin.

I suddenly felt awkward being around Erin knowing what I knew.

I almost felt as if I was betraying her in some way even though I had no idea who her husband were.

I thanked Erin then went to my bedroom.

All I could think was I needed to leave.

There was no way, I could be around August and Erica knowing that we had been in some sort of entanglement.

Which resulted in a child on the way.

I didn't want August to find out about the pregnancy in that way. I know he must have felt ambushed by me and that certainly wasn't the case.

I gathered my things called a car service to check into a hotel.

Erin was a little taken back by my sudden decision to leave.

I really didn't give much of an explanation as to why I were leaving.

Erin wouldn't let it go, she had to have my reasoning for my quick departure.

"Look Raven, girl I apologize if how August introduction came across rude to you or sum".

"Oh no girl, don't worry about it."

"I didn't take anything personally, I'm sure he just were pressed for time.

"Besides, I just need some personal space so a hotel is perfect for my thinking process."

"Oh. Alright then let's do dinner tonight."

I smiled again then just kissed Erin on the cheek as I raced out of the house without so much as another word.

I snatched open the car door shove my bags inside trying to make a clean exit.

Once I got situated in my hotel suite and after a nice hot shower, I was sitting on the bed tempted to call August.

I just wanted to see where his head was at with our current situation.

I couldn't resist the urge not to call so I called but got voice mailed.

Honestly, that bullshit made me angry as f**k!

Instant I almost develop a compulsion to confront August.

I felt now it were a necessity that he give me an explanation, I do believe he owed me that.

I hadn't really taken Erin seriously about dinner, I was just going to stand her up.

August straight avoiding me I just wanted to confront his ass!

however before I could get dressed and head out the door that was a knock at my hotel door.

I honestly was shocked and surprised to see Wallace standing on the other side of the door when I opened it.

my expression must have given my thoughts away.

Only because the expression I saw on Wallace face suddenly look disshoveled.

"Wallace what are you doing?"

" I thought you would be happy to see me Raven?"

" honestly, I am just a little surprised is all."

"Come in have yourself a seat. Would you like something to drink?"

"Actually that would be nice, so what do you have to drink?"

"How about a glass of wine?"

"That will be just fine, Raven.

I came because I felt like we needed to talk again."

I hand Wallace his glass and took a seat on the love seat across from a small couch.

"So let's talk the floor is yours."

Wallace looked at me tilted his head slightly as he cleared his throat to speak.

"Honeybun I think you have this all wrong."

"Shouldn't you be explaining something to me?"

"Look this explaining it all over again isn't going to to change the outcome."

"Yeah you right." So b***h why did you cheat on me after you acted as if I was so wrong. "

" You fuckin were wrong Wallace. "

" Oh so you fuckin another dude and getting pregnant is better? "

"Then the sad part your trifling ass act like you needed space to sort out your feelings."

"Yeah, you dirty hoe you were feeling alright getting filled up with d**k!"

"I came because I thought I could forgive you but I don't know that I can just looking at this situation clearly."

"Are you even sorry?"

"Come on Wallace of course I feel remorseful."

"Well I'm not sure it's because your sorry maybe more sorry you disgust revealed itself, talk about karma."

I got up to refill Wallace and I wine glass hoping the wine was going to soft Wallace attitude.

I tripped spill both glasses on Wallace.

The wine was all over his shirt and face.

So Wallace decided to take a shower.

I didn't take it any type of way with Wallace feeling the need to shower.

Besides his clothes were f****d up and needed washing anyway.

I had order room service before Wallace arrived

I didn't resist the ergue to enter the bathroom to tempt Wallace into wanting me to join him.

Room service was knocking with the food but to my surprise it was August.

I couldn't believe he was standing in front of me but I had to ask him to leave because Wallace was with me at the moment.

Out of nowhere Wallace comes out the shower join me at my side at the door wearing nothing just a bath towel.

"Are you food service, my guy?"

"If so then where the hell is the food?"

Then out of nowhere Erin walks her ass up off the elevators.

Damn my day I mean night just kept getting worse by the minute.

Erin's facial expression was definitely puzzled with confusion She looked to August for an answer then back at me.

I was just wondering why did August come to my hotel without so much it a call.

Then to add insult to injury his black ass had already been ignoring my calls.

So his little visit to my hotel was very mind-blowing.

There was no way I would have allowed Wallace to stay there was no way.

I would have checked in with Erin to make sure she wasn't going to stop by.

August is there a reason you're here at Raven's hotel suite?"

"Actually, I just got here.

"You told me Raven had left so when I made it home and you weren't there I decided to come here as a surprise take you ladies out to dinner."

Erin stroked August face smiling up at him taking in his every word.

"Babe that's so very thoughtful of you to go outta your way to make my best friend feel special.

I agreed with Erin staring at August simply observing how natural it was for him to lie so easy.

I asked Erin to give Wallace and I about 30 minutes and we would join them downstairs in the hotel restaurant.

I must say I applaud Wallace for quick thinking because honestly, I wasn't ready to have that conversation with Wallace and Erin about August and myself at the moment.

For some reason in my mind, I felt as if August owed me a conversation and I deserve one.

August and my situation was more than just a sleazy affair.

We now have a child on the way and I needed to know what his perspective was because our situation was a long way from being over.

Wallace and I joined August and Erin for dinner to be honest dinner was wonderful.

conversation flowing like a smooth current in a river.

Wallace and I did get to have our serious conversation trying to find clarity in our situation a balance.

Honestly we'd both f****d up myself more so then either of us definitely, so life was called for a reset.

Wallace didn't say he wanted the baby nor for us to get back together he just said he still wanted us to remain good friends.

I promise what Wallace said wasn't the response I was hoping to hear from him. Honestly, I was actually disappointed that Wallace didn't just really say much.

Damn what did he expect me to say?

The s**t happened and this was the time to come up with a solution.

I didn't really give two flying f***s about being Wallace friend.

What is he taking me for some type of simp ass b***h or something?

Hell he must have been trying to push my buttons too because we didn't f**k, make love, spoon or nothing when we got back to my suite.

I myself personally wanted to clear the air with all parties.

Wallace had no idea who August was then Erin had no idea what August and I had done. I needed time to think so things were going to take a lot of finesse with care and kitten hands.

Wallace decided to leave I just soaked in a nice hot bath sipping a glass of champagne.

I know I shouldn't been drinking but I needed something to calm my nerves.

Oh my gosh there was another knock at my hotel suite door.

Now to my surprise it was August just standing there.

I let a man needs about this jacket set on the couch observed me for a minute and I just stared back.

"Raven I just want to know why hadn't you contacted me before now?"

"You know what is extremely crazy to me is you tell my wife that your pregnant."

"Look everything isn't about you honestly I had to tell her the reason why my boyfriend and I broke."

August started to chuckle slightly to himself then he turned to face me.

"Are you saying that I'm the father of your baby?"

"Bingo, daddy!

August jumped up from his seat flailing his arms staring straight at me talking to me.

" I know you must be having an abortion? "

I became angry an extremely offended by August response.

" what the f**k do you mean an abortion? "

" Let's be clear about muthafucka, that thought never crossed my mind."

"So you better come up with a better resolve, I personally don't give a f**k how you break it down to your wife."

"I thought you cared about Erin but this clearly shows you don't."

"Look.

I'll help you as much as possible, but Erin can not know about the father of your baby.

" Hell we don't even have our own child, so this can not come out!"

" I just want to know why you didn't tell me you were married?"

" Come on your a big girl, though it's been a while us sleeping together."

"I just know you had to believe I had someone."

"Yeah muthafucka, but not a wife!

" Then the topping who turns out to be my best friend."

"Look Raven, I'll pay you off if money is what you're looking for from this situation."

"I don't want your money, I want you to be apart of our child's life."

suddenly August became frustrated and then his energy turned my energy into frustration and irritation.

All of a sudden an argument popped off.

We both were angry cursing screaming and yelling it even got a little physical because August slung me on the bed when I attempted to slap his face.

August was straddling me and I couldn't move. I tried fighting him off but I was no match for his strength.

Suddenly he kissed me and that was all it took.

August rip my panties off as he mouth massage my sugary mound.

I wanted to return the favor I couldn't wait to wrap my lips around his huge d**k head.

I kicked and sucked that d**k like my life depended on it.

Within a matter of ten good minutes of suckling on his balls and d**k August body shook as his man hose was about burst a pipeline.

I mounted on top of August stuffing his huge black shaft inside my post-sating p***y walls.

It only started another session of fuckin but in my mind we weren't just fuckin anymore. August and I had been making love for a minute now no matter what he called it.

August was one of the most sexually adventures man I'd ever been with.

Once we recoup August and I were just laying in bed when August just spread my legs and began to suck on my candyland while I laid there and climbing imaginary walls.

August threw my legs over his shoulders and pushed that big black d**k so deep inside me, tears formed in my eyes

I couldn't help grabbing him and holding him so close to me as if he were my man.

As my p***y creamed I screamed out of sheer ecstasy.

I rake August back with my fingernails I couldn't help it the way he was pushing d**k deep inside me almost feeling like it was in my stomach.

August fell asleep afterwards and just decided not to leave my hotel suite for the night.

The next morning we were fuckin and sucking again on the hotel balcony then back to bed.

August didn't leave my hotel suite until about at least 2:00 p.m the next day. I'm sure Erin would want an explanation where the f**k her husband had spent all the entire night.

I didn't want to become jealous but some part of me had started to feel like I didn't give a f**k!