IRA’S POV
I took a long shower when I got home trying to get my mind off Andrie. Our moment in the car was all I could think about on the way home. Didn’t help that my car and my clothes smelled like her. After I got out I just put some shorts on then headed to the kitchen finding Isandro arguing with the twins which honestly is pointless they’re always gonna want the last word, but when they saw me they all got quiet.
“Hello siblings, what secrets are we sharing today?” I asked grabbing a water from the fridge then sitting down next to Isandro. He gave the twins a warning glare they just rolled their eyes. I looked between them silently asking what the hell was going on. Ileana was the first to speak up.
“You need to get Ashley on a leash. I mean I know she likes you hell Ray Charles can see she likes you but this is getting outta hand.”
“Yeah Ira, enough of her bull even though Alex held her own and then some, she shouldn’t have had to. It’s not fair to Alex having to fight with every girl that wants a ride on your roller-coaster.” Inessa chimed in.
“You act like I ask Ashely to fight for me, and why do you guys care what happens between Alex and me? I don’t even know why I’m talking about this to thirteen year olds. How do you guys even know about the fight already?” I was already getting irritated with what this conversation was implying. I know it’s my fault I don’t need my little sisters giving me relationship advise.
“Oh so you don’t know what else Ashely did?” Ileana raised a brow.
“Umm no what did she do?” I groaned as Ileana slid her phone across the island.
“It doesn’t matter Josh and I handled it if that b***h wants to be able to show her face at school ever agian she’ll take that s**t down.” Issy said sliding Ileanas’ phone back to her.
“No I need to know what’s going on.” I protested this is Andrie we’re talking about I should know if someone’s f*****g with her, it’s my job to make sure she’s okay.
“Ashely posted some really bad things about Alex and her family.” Inessa rushed out. Issy gave her the look mom use to give us when we were acting up in public saying we were gonna get when we got home. I gotta say Issy does it spot on just as threating when mom does it.
“What did she post?” I asked the twins because they seem to be the only ones willing to give out info at the moment. I guess Issy must have put some real fear into them because they both were suddenly mute. I was starting to get pissed Andrie is mine and if somethings wrong I should be the first to know. “WHAT THE f**k DID SHE POST GOD DAMN IT!” I practically yelled through clenched teeth.
“Calm down Ira. Ashely posted Alex’s family’s arrest records claiming that Alex being raised in bad environment is why Alex “attacked” her.” Issy said calmly putting air quotes around attacked.
“What the f**k and you’re just now telling me this?” I ran my fingers through my hair trying to not take my anger out on my siblings.
“Yeah as f****d up as that is, that’s not all she said Ashley claimed that her parents would pay for Alex to got to anger management classes in brake the cycle.” Isandro laughed like something was funny in all this s**t. “That’s some cold-blooded s**t right there. I think I needs some pointers Ira my d***s made women do some crazy things but never that heartless.”
“But like I said it doesn’t matter Josh and I debunked all that as soon as she posted it. I texted Ashley reminding her of the family she grew up with and how her mom is currently in rehab for the third time this year and all the DUI’s her dad has made disappear for her mom. Told her is she didn’t stop her s**t I would air out all her family’s dirty laundry and see how she likes it.” Issy said with a shrug like it wasn’t a big deal, but for her it was. Issy really didn’t pay attention to people like that or so I thought, she stayed to herself she didn’t really care for people. Probably why Andrie and her ger along so well.
“Issy what the hell? How do you know all of that? I didn’t know you had it in you to be that… well mean. I don’t know if I should be scared or proud.” I said.
“Yeah well, I’m all nice till you f**k with my family and Alex is family she’s been here for almost four years and she’s the purest soul I’ve ever met. If she wasn’t ankles to ears for you I’d take her for myself.” Issy laughed.
“You think you’re the only one that cares about Alex? Wrong we all do, we love her it feels like she was always supposed to be here.” Inessa said and Ileana nodded agreeing with her. I turned to look at Isadnro wondering what he thought because he hates us and we’re his blood. He sighed before answering my unspoken question.
“Alex is family momma taught us nobody f***s with family. I not gonna get all emotional like that girls did about it though.”
There was really nothing for me to say. My family had Andrie’s back because they were her family to.
“Thanks guys” was all I could come up with as I walked back to my bedroom. I laid on my bed just thinking while looking up at the ceiling when my phone starting ringing. I looked at the screen seeing it was my Andrie.
“What’s up Andrie?” I Answered with a laugh because I really was just thinking about her. But then I heard her sniffle. Instantly I felt my stomach drop. After Assuring Andrie that I was on my way I called my mom on the way out the door, she and my dad went out for the weekend. When she picked up the phone I could hear slot machines in the background.
“Yes, miho what can I do for you?” My mom said sounding a little annoyed that I had interrupted their evening.
“Hey momma, I’m on my way to pick up Alex she called, and she didn’t sound like she was okay.” I said testing the waters since we couldn’t be adult supervised, I didn’t know if she would go for letting Andrie stay. I had to make it sound like it was her idea.
“Oh well do you know what’s wrong you dad and I can come home early if we need to.”
“I don’t know what happened momma she called me saying she couldn’t stay at her aunts.” I answered
“Well she’s more than welcome to stay with us call me when you get her home and settled okay well figure out the rest when you dad and I get home Sunday night.” She said as I pulled up to the curb.
“Thanks mom I’ll let know when I know more night momma.” I said
“Good nigh miho and keep your hands to yourself.” She said the last part sternly.
“ Yes ma’am, bye mom.”
“Bye miho.” She hung after that, I texted Andrie telling her I was there. After waiting for a minuet, I got out thinking maybe she needed help getting out she never told what happened just that she needed me. before I could walk to the gate, I saw Andrie open the front door yelling something over her shoulder then she practically ran to my car. I didn’t say anything the whole ride she was thinking hard when I pulled into my driveway and we sat there in more silence. I scanned her head to toe and even though she seemed I okay physically I could tell mentally she was f****d up… more than usual. She finally turned and looked at me and the tears came full force. I pulled her into my lap trying my best to sooth her. All I could do was tell her it would be okay.
“No it won’t she whisper yelled at me.
“Why wouldn’t it be, look we don’t have to talk about it tomorrows a new day and we’ll figure it out Andrie.” I said keeping my volume even trying to sound confident.
“Tomorrow my dad and brother will still be dead and it’s all my fault.” She yelled back sitting up to look me in the eye. I know Andrei’s’ dad and brother are dead and that f***s with her a lot, but that’s really all I know she never talks about how they died or her mom at all. I don’t even know if her mom is still alive.
“Andrie what are you talking about? How could it possibly be your fault?” I ask
“H-he was t t-trying to protect me-he they shot him and then they shot Damian just for be-hing there now they’re gone. Why Ira why couldn’t they have just shot me! Why do I have to live without them why couldn’t I have died?” She buried her head back into my chest.
“Andrie don’t talk like that.” I said pulling her face back up to look at me. She was sniffling trying to calm down.
“From what you’ve told me about your dad, if given the chance he’d lay his life down for you again and again. I’m sure he loved you so much and it would probably upset him to know that his daughter was hurting. I doubt he was thinking about you having to live without him, I think he had to make sure you lived. As for Damian” She winced at her little brothers name. “I’m sorry he’s gone I don’t have all the answers I wish I did. But I do know that he wouldn’t want you to live thinking that he’s gone because of you.” I said wiping the tears away, she had stopped sniffling, but she was still hiccupping. Her eyes were blood shot and puffy. I kept rubbing her cheeks with my thumbs. She laid her head back on my chest silence surrounded us again expect for the rain hitting my car that I had just realised. I sighed just taking in the moment with her. She let me in finally even though I can’t bring them back I wanted to help her get past this unnecessary guilt she was holding on to. Even if she’s didn’t know it, she was my everything I’d spend the rest of my life making sure didn’t feel this way. My thoughts were interrupted by Andrie kissing and sucking on my neck.
“Andrie what are you doing?” I asked. She didn’t answer me but moved up to my jaw then to my ear. Taking the lobe between her teeth biting down gently. I groaned and that seemed to encourage her as she started rocking her hips and grinding into me. My breath hitched and I threw my head back into the headrest as my hands found her hips, massaging them with my thumbs. I pulled her down while I pushed myself against her center. She cried out at the friction throwing her head back as she started to pick up the pace with her hips. I had no idea dry humping could feel this good. My left hand went to up and cupped around the back of her neck bringing her lips to mine. While my right found the hem of her shirt going under it feeling the smooth skin of her belly. Her hands were tangling in my hair pulling it slightly.
“f**k Andrie.” I groaned against her lips sucking her bottom lip into my mouth nibbling it gently.
“Ira.” She moaned my name against my lips, and I deepened the kiss my tongue massaging hers as my hand travelled up her shirt my fingers found the band of her sports bra I pulled it up. Thank god it was dark, and my window were tinted. I broke our kiss to look at the treasure I uncovered and almost drooled at the sight of them. I watched her chest rise and fall from her panting, then ducted my head down stopping just short letting my breath fan her hard n*****s. I glanced up at her to ask if I could keep going, she bit her bottom lip nodding fast. Didn’t have to tell me twice I slowly flicked my tongue over her left n****e she gasped gripping my hair harder holding my head in place. I let my fingers play with her other n****e. I sucked her left n****e into my mouth rolling my tongue over it.
“OH MY GOD” She moaned as she rocked her hips against me again. I groaned feeling the friction again. My free hand went to the waist band of her sweats I looped my fingers inside sliding down to the front of her center pausing again waiting for her to tell me if I could.
“PLEASE IRA” She moaned deeply. I’m not stupid I know this was just her wanting a distraction and even though it’s not a good habit to develop I didn’t want her to feel like s**t if I told her no, and I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t enjoying this. I’ve had countless wet dreams about doing just this. My hand went inside her panties moving lower feeling how wet she was making it easy to press my finger between her folds.
“Oh f**k!” She gasped when my finger made contact with her bundle of nerves, gripping my hair tighter pulling my face closer to her. I nipped at her n****e as my fingers rubbed circles around her c**t. I switch to my thumb for her c**t slipping two fingers inside her. She hissed at the sensation as I began stroking her insides. She felt amazing squeezing my finger so tight, I wonder if Andrie was a virgin. I pushed that thought to the back of my mind putting more pressure on her c**t. She was grinding into my fingers and I knew she was close to release. I began rubbing faster on her. Her moans got louder and her breathing more ragged.
“Oh f**k. Ira Ira, fuck.” She shouted as she squeezed my fingers, her juices running down my fingers. I kept going till her body fell back onto mine. I brought my fingers to my lips sucking her juices off before pulling her bra and shirt back down.
“You okay Andrie?” I asked as her breathing went back to normal.
“Mhm” She mumbled with her face still laying in the crook of my neck.
“We should probably go to bed.”
“Mhm” She said but didn’t move.
“In the house I mean.”
“Okay.” She said still not moving.
“Which means we have to get out of the car to get in the house.”
“Fine” She wined as she sat up opening my door. Stepping out on shaky legs, I got out behind her walking up the driveway to the front door. As we walked through the living room, I saw Isandro sitting on the couch watching T.V.
“Hey Sandro.” Andrie mumbled as she walked to my room.
“Sup Alex.” He responded not looking up. “Hey Ira, let me talk to you.” I stopped nodding to Andrie to go to my room. When she shut the door, I looked back at my brother who wasn’t looking at me.
“What’s up?” I asked as I stretched, he turned his head to the side, and I could see the grin on his face.
“Your windows might be tinted but your windshield is still see through little brother.”
“Oh fuck.” I said my shoulders sinking. Isandro threw his head back laughing. “How much did you see?” I asked feeling frustrated.
“Not much just some grinding. Oh, and you latched onto Alex’s’ chest like a newborn.” He laughed
“f**k you.” I whisper yelled not wanting Andrie to hear us and get embarrassed.
“I’m pretty sure it’s Alex you wanna f**k not me.” He said turning back to the T.V. I flipped him off walking into my room. I looked around not seeing Andrie, I heard the shower turn off and I sighed laying on my bed I couldn’t shake this guilt for not stopping what just happened. She was emotional and I just went with it f**k I’m a piece of s**t.
“Ira.”
I looked up and saw Andrie in just a towel. Her curls were still damp laying down her shoulders.
“I forgot to grab my bag from your car, sorry.” She said in almost a whisper.
“It’s okay I’ll just get you something to wear.” I said walking to my dresser, I grabbed and T-shirt and some basketball shorts. I handed them to her, and she went back into the bathroom. I pulled my shirt off throwing it in my hamper taking off my shoes tossing them into my closet. Andrie came out again wearing what I gave her with her curls piled on top of her head. She climbed into my bed turning on the lap before getting under the covers. I flipped the overhead light off before getting in bed with her snuggling up behind her. My arm went around her waist pulling her close to me.
“What about your mom?” She mumbled already half sleep.
“My parents won’t be back till Sunday night.” I responded kissing the nape of her neck sleep creeping into my body.
“Okay… Good night Ira” Andrie said falling to sleep fast.
“Goodnight Andrie, I love you.”