Help me , Mister

My Pain , The Bitter Truth

"That's no one important , baby "

"She is nothing "

These words shattered my already broken heart . My head is spinning and I cannot even move a muscle . His words are so harsh that I feel like dying. I do not know what to do anymore. I am lost .

"Is she your sister or something ? Why is she here ?" , this b***h dares to ask and I feel like beating the s**t out of her .

"You ask too many questions , let's go have some fun ." , my husband says . My heart is crying right now .

I can see him from the corner of my eyes that they are moving to the bedroom with his hand on the woman's waist . I quickly turn and put my hands on his wrist . I do not know what gave me the strength to do that . My body just acted on its own .

He freezes as my hand touches his wrist and he quickly turns to look at the hand holding him and slowly looks at my face . I thought he will remove his wrist from my hold but he did not and that gave me a little hope that my husband is back to his normal self .

"Go to the bedroom and wait for me . It's the second door to your left ." , he says as he looks into my eyes but I know he is not talking to me .

"Baby , I -" , she was cut off by my husband's hardened voice and she gets startled and quickly leaves .

After she is gone , I realised that I am still holding his wrist and I quickly let go as if his skin burnt me . I take two steps backwards to create some distance between us .

"Why is she here with you ?" , my voice came out filling the silent room .

"That is none of your damn business ." , he says looking straight into my eyes .

I laugh and it is not a happy laugh but a humorless one. "None of my business? You bring w****s in my house and you tell me it's none of my business?"

"This is not your house and I can do whatever I want whenever I want . I don't care if you don't like that. " , he says and I can see he is starting to get angry but so am I .

I keep quiet because I know he is right about that one thing . This is not really my house but his . I thought it was ours since we are married together but I was wrong . I decide to change the subject a little bit .

"It's our second year anniversary today . I thought you would remember that . It seems you even forgot that I am your wife ." , I whisper looking straight in his eyes .

I see his facial expression change and I instantly know he forgot . He forgot the day we stood at the alter and promised each other promises that he broke .

"I'm so sorry . I-" , I quickly cut him off because I know he is not really sorry.

"No , you're not sorry . Don't pretend as if you care." , I spit out as I look at him in anger.

" Letitia , you know I care about you ." , he pleads as he takes my hand but I quickly take my hand away from him .

"No ! I do not know that . Do you really care , huh ? What about all those days you left me alone and I begged you to not leave me ?" , I whisper out as I let all of my pain out.

"I cried myself to sleep everytime you came reeking of female cheap perfume and alcohol but I kept my mouth shut because I never wanted to lose you . I worried so much whenever you did not come back and I thought something happened to you but you were out having fun . " , I whimper out and cry silently.

"Why are you not talking ? Talk to me ! Explain what is this." , I shout at him as I clench my hands into fists to help get rid of the anger I am feeling .

"I have nothing to say to you ,Letitia !" , he says harshly and I stop and stare at him . His eyes are red and his veins are showing. He looks scary right now but the adrenaline in my veins makes me confident.

"I have every right to hear you explain to me what have I done to you to deserve such treatment ." , I shout at him as I push him on his chest but he takes my wrist on his firm hold .

"Do not touch me !" , he bellows and I start to feel the pain because of his firm hold on my wrist .

"Please . You're hurting me , Connor ." , he lets go as he hears my plea but I stumble a bit and catch myself before I fall .

"You want to know why ? " , I shake my head yes as I rub my wrist to get rid of the pain .

"I never wanted to marry you , Annalise . I never loved you. All of this was an act . I needed a wife so I can get my family's company . Your uncle was very forthcoming and I couldn't miss the opportunity. " , he says and all I could whisper was one word.

"Why ?" , i say as I was full on sobbing .

"It was nothing personal , little wife. " , he says while he is smirking at my misery .

"Don't you dare call me that , you jerk ! " , I shout out as I feel the pain in my heart get worse.

He laughs and says , "I actually found someone I love and you will just be my w***e because I own you , little wife ."

"No ! I'll never stay here with you . You're so heartless . You're a manwhore . I wish I never married you . I curse the day I met you ." , I say through clenched teeth as he continues to laugh maniacally.

"Is she the woman you love ? That w***e in our bedroom ?" , I say as I smirk through my tears . He stops laughing immediately.

"Don't call her that ! " , he bellows as he looks at me with angry eyes.

"Oh ? I mean you were going to f**k her on our bed . I wish she leaves you after seeing how sick and twisted you are . You are a heartless man and your children would be unlucky to have a father like you " , I could not start another sentence because I felt pain on my cheek .

It burns and I can feel it swelling . I can see his mouth moving but my head is spinning . He touches me and I quickly get away from him as if he burnt me .

"Baby , please " , he whispers as he reaches out for me but I get away.

I quickly take my keys from the table and run to the door . I can hear him calling my name but I don't stop . I run out of the door to the road while the tears blind me .

I run . I do not know for how long I ran but my lungs feel like giving out . I cannot breathe and I cannot see clearly. I feel like I am breathing under water . I feel like I am dying and I am scared. This cannot be my last day on Earth , I still have many things to do here .

I can see a bright light and I know it is a car , maybe someone will help me . I stand in front of it and it stops .I can see a tall figure getting out of the car and walks towards me . I can hear talking but I cannot hear the exact words spoken and I know it is a man that is speaking.

"Help me , Mister . Please . " , that is all I can whisper as I feel my head spinning and I knew I was falling but my angel catches me before I fall .

"I got you ." , that is all I hear as the darkness welcomes me and I fall unconscious.