Bambi
Jarek smiles like a sadist as he pulls his d**k from my mouth. I swallow every bit of his c*m and the fact is that I'm nowhere satisfied. He has a huge d**k and if there is anywhere else I want him to be, it's inside of me. Buried deep inside my p***y.
“My fuckimg w***e. That's who you are, Bambi. That's what you are going to be until I grow tired of you.” I should be ashamed. I should run and hide my face in shame, but I do none of that.
I don't want to. In fact, I want to reply to Jerek. To use me. To f**k me and degrade me. That has always been my s****l fantasy. Something that I never got from my scum of an ex. When I spoke to him about my desires, he called me sick.
“I'm going to enjoy painting your face with my c*m and filling your p***y up.” He tells me, and I feel a tightening in my stomach. It's like a thousand jolts of electricity go through my body, and I find myself gulping in anticipation.
I want to scream at Jarek to do that. The thought of Calla flashes into my mind and I feel a tightening in my chest. She brought me here out of goodwill. She's my best friend. What kind of friend am I? How will she react if she finds out that I sucked her brother's d**k the first day she brought me to his house?
That is terrifying and I hate that my body loves the thought of terrifying. I get turned on even more at the thoughts.
“Stand up. I'm done with you for today.” My shoulder stops in disappointment. I really thought that Jarek was going to f**k me. I thought he was going to tear me apart with his huge d**k.
He's a hundred times bigger than my fuckimg ex. How was I so stupid to love him that much??
I stand to my feet, and Jarek puts his already had dicj away. He loves the disappointment on my face and he purposely did not f**k me.
“You did a good job sucking d**k,” Jarek tells me. “I'm impressed. You are a natural-made w***e. I'll have fun using you as I wish.” Jarek tells me.
“Get out. I'm done with you for today.” He says with so much contempt. The s****l tension between us is now gone and I'm no longer his w***e, but the omega that he despises so much and hates touching.
I take a deep breath and I turn to leave. I walk out of the room and I find my bags and go into the room that I'm to stay in. The first room. The moment I go in, I make sure to lock the door and it's not until I finish arranging that I slump on the bed.
I'm starving, really starving but it feels like I have lost the appetite to eat. I have to make something for myself, but I'm scared of going to the kitchen. It's just Jarek and me and his driver. There is no one else.
I'm still lying on the bed when I get a call and it's from Dallas. Guilt pierces through my heart when I see her name written on the screen of my phone. My heart suddenly begins to beat so quickly and I have to take a deep breath to calm myself down.
But it's not working. I just deep-throated her brother. I sucked his d**k and drank his c*m. “Heyy..” My voice sounds dry and the moment that I speak, Calla bursts out laughing.
“Why do you sound like that? I joke Jarek is not killing you?” she asks me and a small smile grazes my lip. He's not. But he's choking me with his d**k and I love it.
“No. I have been in my room since I came in.” I tell her.
“Thats great! That's good. It's a good thing that he has decided not to trouble you and don't worry, he's not going to. I will deal with him if he lays a finger on you.” Calla sounds very protective. She has always been protective of me. Always.
“Thank you, Calla. I really appreciate your help. You have been doing so much for me.” I mutter softly. I have no idea about how I would have dealt with all this if Calla had not stepped up.
“It's nothing. We are best friends and it's my duty to help you in difficult times.” My eyes fill with tears and I can't help but feel like a fool. I had always been one. Calla warned me. She warned me that he was not good for me, but still, I allowed myself to be used by a man. It sucks so much. I hate it
“Thank you,” I mutter yet again.
“You do not have to keep thanking me. You know how much I hate it. You can do something else though. Stop crying, forget about him, and move on with your life. We are going to try finding a job for you. Trust me, you are going to bounce back.” I sniffle and then I slowly nod my head.
“My brother can be a lot, so stay away from him until I come. I'll be coming over soon and we are going to go clubbing. You need to fuxk that asshole out of your system.” She tells me and I let out a laugh. A painful laugh.
“Well, I have to bounce now. Take care of yourself.” She says and then she ends the call. Once the call ends, I let out a very heavy breath. Maybe it's a good thing if Calla comes over to stay.
Jarek and I will not have a chance to be together or even f**k. I can use that to push him away as that seems to be the best thing to do, even if my body is fully against it. I want him.