Fallen for his smile

Introduction

Kevin:

I woke up with my back hurting.As usual i skip my breakfast,cause normally there has never been breakfast prepared for me.I took shower,put on clothes and grabbed my bag and head out.

I went to college to get through what courses was available.I know a professor over there that helped me with my studies when i was high school.He forces me to come.I reached the college and he handed me a form,its a course where you don't have to attend much classes,only the assignment and project has to be completed on time and attend classes only when its necessary.

I was 10 minutes late for the first class,just wanted to try out what it to be in college.All i ever think was to earn money for myself,never dreamed of getting a high education after my high school.I worked as much as i could.

I went inside and sat at  the back bench,never wanted to show myself to people.All i wanted was to attend the class peacefully.I take down the notes.I looked down and i saw somebody staring at me.I stared him back for a while and then looked back at the board.The class got over.

I went to the cafeteria to get something to eat,i never have the habit of eating cause i was busy working sometimes i forget to eat all day.So i make sure i do eat whenever i can.

I waited in line for about 20 minutes,i didn't know that it was busy hours at cafetaria,haven't seen so many student enjoying there food together,i could see that some are in group chatting,laughing ,smiling,fighting.I wish i was there too i thought to myself.All i could do was stare at them.

I ordered for a sandwich and lemonade,i could sense somebody on my back breathing heavily,i look back and saw it was the same guy who was staring back at me at the class.I looked at him for a while and handed over what i ordered for myself and walked away.I walked out and saw a basketball court.It been a long time i last  played.A ball was lying there and played for a while it was sunny and playing make me sweat.I was tired and grabbed my bottle from the bag and started drinking.I looked around and saw the same guy from cafetaria,he was staring back at me.I looked at him for while,my phone started buzzing.It was my convenience store owner telling me to come soon.I had to rush.I reached the store and started working on the arranging the packets,taking out the expiry date packets,cleaning out the store.I grabbed a ramyun and hot sausage and jsut took two bites when the owner came and started shouting at me for eating while working an grabbed my dinner.He ate it all and i had to pay it.All i did was just work.

I got a part-time at the construction for about a month.I couldn't miss the opportunity cause i had to pay the college fees.I worked there as much as i could.I worked for double shift just so i could buy my mom some good clothes.She always wear the same old shaggy looking cartoon T-shirt which i gave her as a present.She just have two/three pairs of clothes.

I miss my dad when i looked at her.It reminds me when she would dress up and surprise my dad.Dad would always bring her clothes and she would loved wearing it just to see my dad smile.Now i see her smile once a while that always broke my heart.

After getting my payment for my work,i head back home.I was happy that my step dad was not there today.I gave the clothes to my mom.She loved it but didn't even gave me a smile.I head back to my room.

After taking a nap for a while i went to grab myself something to eat.I saw my mom lying on the ground with a blood running from her head.I asked her what happened.She replied"Your father took the clothes you gave me.I insisted him not to take those.But he said he needed it for some work.I tried stopping him and hit my head at the table."I knew it he needed money so he took those clothes to sell it and used it to buy alcohol.

I was so shivering with fear when i grab the medicine box and started cleaning and applying medicine on my mom head.

I was so scared.I went up and grabbed my bag and head down to go search for him.But suddenly a hand stopped me it was my mom."No,please Don't.Don't look for him please.I was so angry and pissed but by looking at my mom face i remained silent and just went out.

I didn' go back home instead i went to the bar and just work there as a waiter for tonight.I saw the guy in the college a month ago with Mark.I know who Mark was..All he needed was someone who he could have S** with.

I tried not to stop him,cause i don't know him yet.I slept at the bar.

The next morning i went to the college and paid my fees.Didn't want to attend classes so went to library and tried reading some magazines.

I head out to the basketball and started playing for a while.I saw him sitting there in such a hot sunny weather.

I went to cafetaria and grabbed a cold water.I approached him first.It was my first time trying to speak to someone.I just gave him the bottle ,and sit right beside him.I could hear his heart beat.I wanted to talk to him but don't know how should i start.

The class got over and students were coming out i stopped up and try heading back in.When he asked my name and he told me his.I was happy enough to know his name.

Next time,i am gonna grab him and ask him for a coffee.

I went to the professor room.He lectured me why i didn't attend the class for the whole one month.All i could say was i am sorry.

All i was thinking was his smile.The smile when i saw him talking to his friends,while having fun with his friends.I wished i could see him more.It makes my dark lonely life,shown with a dim of a light.It makes my heart warm.