I hoped what i had said to curtis had been a lie. I had just known him for a short period of time within a year and he had managed to hurt me more than anyman i thought could be possible to. I must admit i was a bit foolish to think that i was madly inlove with him although there is still that nagging feeling of what if and that maybe i made a mistake.what if? What if he wast telling the truth and we could have had the best marriage and the best familly.maybe we could have been happy? But most of all Maybe he was telling the truth.
My father had hurt me, but it had been a different type of hurt a childish hurt . The hurt between a child and a parent andi never quite understood it well. I was mainly hurt by the fact that he didnt love me enough to leave me and my mom to stay. I guess i wil
