Catlin I feel like my life is only the last seven days left, every day watching the days on the phone day by day, every day close to the dark abyss.
Today is already on June 27th. Get up in the morning, looking at the time on the phone, seems to do not believe their eyes, she rubbed, and rubbed, really today!
Never been so afraid of their own birthday, does the birthday really want to become a taboo day? Catlin Sigh, closed the phone, and came down from the bed to dress up.
In fact, I never remember my birthday, that day for most of the children should be happy, full of gifts and blessings, for myself, that day is just to come to the world suffering day!
"birthday?"She looked at the mirror wearing a simple school uniform, but still beautiful and pure themselves, just there is a thin tooth mark on the neck, that is the brand he left to himself, a lifetime, can not erase the shame!
Thinking of a friend said to celebrate today: " What is there worth celebrating? Is suffering even born to be worth celebrating?"He stroked the broken hair on his shoulder and took his bag to go downstairs for breakfast.
As soon as I open the door, every birthday will come to accompany their Raymond as before, standing at the door, with a gentle expression on his face, and even a little smile. After all, used to the poker face to others, although to their own distressed girl, want to smile also have some suffering.
"this?!"Catlin Cover his mouth, took a breath, his face was a big surprise, forgot to give him a meeting hug.
Raymond Holding a hand and their average high Winnie the bear, the workmanship is very fine, this oneself is seen, is the global limited edition, only ten, each to 10,000 dollars!
How does he know that he likes it?! At that time, I saw it on browsing the shopping website, but it was too expensive to spend the money to buy it.
Raymond It seems to know her mind: " I have super powers, I know you like it."Half a joke.
Catlin There are some wet eyes, heavily nodded: " like, very like!"Over the doll rushed Raymond with a bright smile.
Raymond Feel that the smile gave me a moment of dizziness.
In the morning, after breakfast Raymond sent Catlin to school himself, relatively speechless along the way. Raymond From time to time from the rearview mirror to look at the girl sitting in front of the light, the expression on the face is very simple, but tightly pressed lips revealed the bottom of his heart melancholy and panic, he secretly worried that if she is worried for others, he can help her solve without hesitation.
But in things related to Leo, he can only be an incompetent bystander.
For a moment, he hated his incompetence, he hated his lack of strength, but he still did not hate Leo, which was also like a god to him.
For a moment, he hated his incompetence, he hated his lack of strength, but he still did not hate Leo, which was also like a god to him.
Looking at her haggard, his hand holding the steering wheel had an instant impulse to turn in another direction, taking her away from Leo and her tragic life.
But it was only a moment of impulse, and the car was still steady to school at a uniform speed.
Today is not a sixteenth birthday, not a seventeenth birthday, not nineteen, not twenty, but eighteen.
Her hands were folded hard on her legs.
Leo's Satan face came to her mind, and her heart whipped hard.
"Eighteen, I'll come back and get back what belongs to me!”
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Catlin There is no color in the pupil, immersed in his own world, how will he be to himself? Sometimes the death penalty is not the most terrible, the more terrible than the death penalty is the suffering in the process of waiting. She touched her neck, as if it had still hurt.
"go to the length of."Raymond looked ahead and stopped the car.
"Well?"Catlin recovered." I'm gone, brother Raymond."She whispered. Pick up your bag and get off.
Slowly walked to the school gate, today will not be my last day to attend school? A throb in my heart. In fact, I also wanted to run away, but for so many years, every time I tried the end for a heavier blow, this is a completely no suspense game of the eagle catching chicken.
"wait a minute."Raymond got out and watched the girl who turned to stare at her.
He walked over, the strong hand clenched her shoulder, the tone is uncertain, but still looking at the eyes of her doubts: " Raymond brother will always be in, do not be afraid.”
This sentence is so familiar, Catlin face expression is still light, the corners of the mouth hook up a light arc, slightly drooping eyes: " thank you."Very light, very light, she knew, facing that Satan, he could do nothing.
Raymond A leng, holding her shoulder hand was taken away by her, watching the girl turned and walked into the school gate.
There is no escape, can only choose to face, to live, only to face, nails pinch the palm of the meat, trying to make yourself stronger. From the moment she was sold, from the moment she met him, she knew that there was no other way but to choose to live strong.
As long as she could smile, she would not completely despair. She tried to summon up a smile and took a deep breath.