Undefeated Mother

9. I need you *

Felicity POV

The Marble hall was decorates in fresh summer flowers and there was classical music playing. I saw some freshly turned wolves who were 18 and were already desperate for a mate. It was easy to spot Francis as he was taller than most males in the hall, but no woman was approaching him, as he smelled like a human, they were actually avoiding him.

I tried to talk to Estrid but she was drunk from happiness rolling around in my head, I couldn’t help but laugh at her. Suddenly I felt a pair of eyes gazing at me, it couldn’t be Kilian as Estrid would notice his presence. I turned around to see Lucas looking at me without blinking. Lucas was the second oldest of the Castro siblings and I heard he was starting his own pack soon. He was always there for me , like a brother I never had, until now anyway. He taught he how to dance but now he was looking at Lily without blinking.

The hall was getting more packed and I was pushed behind one of the pillars observing what was happening in front of me. Young girls dancing with unmated wolves just hoping they would find their own mate. Then it hit me a smell of cherries, Kilian was somewhere near and I didn’t want him to see me. I turned to walk out the door when I hit something, someone’s chest.

“What are you doing here?” I looked up and I saw Kilian looking down at me, Lily was shorter so this made it even worse.

“Umm, the Mother instructed me to accompany Francis tonight” I lied through my teeth.

I was met with a confused face and a raised eyebrow, ohh how I wanted to punch him, but I was scared of the bracelet breaking on impact.

“Felicity what are you talking about?” he asked.

“You can see me?” that was impossible the witch said only my mate would see my true identity.

“Yeah, everyone can. I’m surprised my sister hasn’t smothered you yet” he looked behind the pillar.

“No, Kilian they can’t. I have an identity spell. I look like Lily to everyone else… except for you” I was getting ready to leave when he grabbed by arm and pulled me to follow him into the corridor.

I was following him for a few minutes before we came to a small room, I was ready to defend myself in-case he tried to harm me and I pulled out my knife. Kilian locked the door and turned around to face me.

“You used a witch? To disguise yourself? Why?” he started walking around me taking his blazer off and setting guard.

“You really want to fight me?” I asked circling around him.

“WHY!?”

“Because I didn’t want people to see me, I’m here for my brother. If I came here as Felicity, everyone would pay me attention. The Marble Luna is back, let’s all celebrate. I didn’t want that Kilian. Francis needs to find his mate before the unknow danger is here. I’m no longer the Luna so I couldn’t come here as me” I confessed

“That’s the thing” Kilian stated “I think you still are”.

“What? But the rejection” I felt my heart fall, Kilian looked down and avoided my gaze.

“You commanded Seth to shift, you also commanded him to take the chains of Francis, we may not be mates, but for some reason you are still the Luna” he dropped his guard and stepped forward.

“I didn’t want to tell you, but I heard your mind link to the whole pack last time I was here, about training?” I reminded him.

“How is that possible?” Kilian whispered.

“I don’t know”. I had nothing left to say, nothing I could say.

I felt his heartbeat and it matched my pace. I wanted to say that after everything he has put me through, I still loved him and I hated to admit it. Seeing him after all this time brought too many emotions for me and I wanted to tell him, but I couldn’t. I bit my lower lip and wanted to leave, but Estrid took control and had me grounded in front of Kilian.

Out of the blue, Kilian put his thumb on my lower lip and pulled it down. I felt shivers all over my body and I looked into his black eyes, full of lust and desire. He moved his hand to my cheek and moved closer so our chests were touching. This was the closest I have been to a male in years.

“Kilian” I started.

“I told you I would be the only one who would bite that lip” he whispered. His hand suddenly moved to the back of my neck and he crashed his lips against mine. Without hesitating I returned the kiss and his other hand travelled down my back.

“I need you right now” he whispered lustfully. He pushed me against a wall and I moaned by the impact of my back hitting the wall.

“Kilian please” I didn’t know if I was begging him to stop or begging him to carry on. My stomach was full of butterflies and I was craving his touch. The electricity was passing through my body like lightening.

I lifted my leg over his hip and Kilian took that as a sign to carry on, he lifted my other leg and pushed his abdomen against mine. I let another moan out making Kilian grip me tighter.

“Say it” he pulled his lips away from mine and I saw his black eyes again.

“I’m yours” I whispered as I saw my own eyes turning black with lust.

I put my head against his chest trying to figure out what just happened as I was catching my breath. I longed for him every day and this was exactly what I needed after the events of the last few days. I felt whole again. I felt his p***s against my core and I need him that second. Kilian's lips trailed down my neck and I felt myself getting wet. My eyes were closed yet I heard Kilian unzipping his trousers and moving my underwear to the side.

He stopped his kissing and look into my eyes, asking for permission. I didn’t have to say anything just kissed him instead. He thrusted into me and my head hit the wall again, I needed more, a lot more. I moved my hips forwards and he thrusted into me again, making me moan his name out loud. We were finally as one, I still loved him and I wanted to tell him, this was the perfect situation but I couldn’t think of that right now.

Our breathing got more rapid and s*x got more rough and deeper, my walls around his member got tighter and Kilian buried his face in my neck. His grip on my hips got tighter and I knew I would have bruises over the next few days. I felt his seed inside of me as I tried to regain my breathing.

“Why?” I asked but my question was muffled by his shirt.

“Why what?” he kissed the top of my head as he lowered me onto the ground.

“Why did you reject me?” I finally asked looking up at him.

He stepped back and his eyes turned back to brown, he didn’t say a word just looked at me in pure shock. “WHY?! I stepped forward demanding an answer.

“What the f**k are you talking about?” he responded.

“THE REJECTION ! You rejected me after I gave birth to Cassius. You took him and left me alone! SO WHY ?!” I screamed in his face.

“FELICITY YOU REJECTED ME” I couldn’t say anything I could only slap him across his face after accusing me of putting him through the pain that I went through.

“I don’t want to see you again, you and me, are done” I fixed my dress and walked out the room back into the hall.