chapter six

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Arya’s P .O . V I had a lot of questions to ask my mate but somehow just couldn’t know how to get her to open up to me and ask them. We reached the hospital in record time as my father’s hyper alert guards waited for us by the hospital door. She paused for a moment just looking around the hospital and observing our surroundings. Great confusing tainted my emotions as I watched her eyes slowly go up and down the guards as I f sizing then up before she turned her face to look at me and then walking inside the hospital. It was beyond weird how she effortlessly walked her way back to the hospital with no hassle even through she was the one that tried to escape but I was not going to complain about it at all . The stairs were taking a toll on her and I could tell that she was struggling through the climb. Either she was not willing to ask for help because she did not want to speak to me or she just had a great deal of pride but I could not bring myself to just stay behind her watching my mate suffer through it. My ears perked up in great alert as a soft pain filled grunt left her lips. She lost her footing for a second and almost tripped but somehow she caught her balance and tightly held on the rail’s along the stairs . “hey ,hey ,hey …baby girl relax . You do not need to exhaust yourself like this ok ,” the words left my mouth in an instant as I rushed to her side just worried for her well being. My eyes glanced at her ,just scanning her whole body in order to try and pinpoint the issue. The contours of her face now showed great emotion with pain and anguish being the focus of it all. I could see her the red stains of her blood through the bandages as well as some of tears left the corners of her eyes. “Hey, hey, hey baby girl don’t cry …OK please just don’t cry. I can tell that you stitches have opened up with it but the doctor is going to fix it in no time ….OK. Just hold on to me and I’ll guide you back to the help so it’s probably just the pain killers no longer in your system which is why you are feeling so much pain as of now. Everything is going to be OK. Just hold on to me OK…I will make sure that you don’t fall or over exhaust yourself. You will be all better in no time. You need not cry baby girl,” My words seemed to somewhat calm her down as she held on to me for support whilst sending tiny tingling sensations through my body via the mate bond. I held unto her waist to better guide her room . I tried to convince myself that I was only holding her close to my side just to make sure that she was safe and would not lose her balance and fall off the stairs again. Our walk back was filled with a claustrophobic sense of silence as I held onto her waist guiding her back to her room with ease. I couldn’t help but focus on the slight tingles that ran up the side of my body as I held my mate close to me. I couldn’t help but want to just pull her closer and hold her tighter. I yearned to have her scent all over my skin as I bury myself in her delectable embrace. I just wanted more, my wolf wanted more and I just couldn’t help it. My mate in the other hand seemingly didn’t feel any suspicious signs of the mate bond as she just zoned out as she normally does with absolutely no acknowledged of the barely there but very present mate bond between us. I Move the other delicately slow pace. My hands hit the cotton hospital bed sheets first of I slowly released her body from my hands. I tried to allow my hands to linger on her body for a bit longer but it wasn’t long enough and soon I was feeling cold with her no longer close to me. I wanted to grab her and have her in my arms for longer but I knew that was not possible, it was too risky. A glimmer of liquid caught my eye as it ran down my mates now very pale cheeks. I wanted nothing more than to console her and tell her that everything was going to be ok but I refrained from it. “ Don’t worry baby girl I will mind link the pack doctor real quick. Am very sure she will be able to make you feel all better,” my words seemed foreign and weird even to me. She focused her attention on me for a few seconds as she raised an eyebrow at me in suspicion . I knew my behavior was weird but that did not prove to be enough for me to stop. I should not be this nice to a rouge that trespassed on my territory especially since I am the alphas daughter as well as the future alpha of the pack. The pick doctor arrived sooner than expected but I was not complaining my mate was in so much pain that I almost felt like shouting at the doctor for not arriving sooner than she had. Her tears were causing me pain but I could not show it. The doctor injecting her, hurting her ,and scaring her but still…I could not show any anger or resentment. I could not express myself as her mate nor could i express my wolfs feelings .It was as if I was invisible, like I was a shadow tossed away in a far off land even though I was right in front of them. I watched as the doctor poured some medical disinfectant alcohol on her. My wolf was ragging within me as my mate flinched away from the doctor at every instance. Her tears increased as the doctor put on some stitches to replace the ones that she had made to come undone during her escape. I knew that it needed to be done, I knew that the doctor was only doing her job ,but deep down in my heart I just felt like maybe the doctor was being intentionally harsh and rough with her. Was the doctor being negativity biased against my mate because she was a rogue? Am I overthinking the whole thing or is the doctor really being harsh on her. Just when I was finally able to get a grasp on my emotions and control my wolfs cries for help , I smelt his scent, I could feel his anger and his toxic masculinity coming from a mile away. My father was coming and he was not at all pleased. I could tell that the man was angry, the tension grew thicker and thicker as he got closer. His scent so strong that even the doctor could feel his overwhelming and intimidating power as he approached the room. He entered like he owned the place without even acknowledging my presence. Technically he did own the place but that was not the point. A low growl ripped through his chest and escaped through his lips as he watched my mate. He was looking at her as if she was some filthy scum of gum at the bottom of his shoes. It was like she was an inconvenience to him ,as if she was disgusting in every sense of the word. The way he looked at my mate as if she was nothing , honestly kind of hurt and that in itself ripped my heart out . My father hated her. He hated everything about her. Her eyes ,her status as well a everything associated with her…he hated it all. I could tell just by the resentment and rage burning deep within his eyes that he had no care for my mate or her well being. He was livid and burning with rage , most likely because of what she was… a rogue. My father has always hated rogues. He has hated them with a passion ever since the rogues attacked our pack and killed my mother … his mate. rogues have caused him such great pain in life which Is why i do not blame him for feeling such great hatred against the. I too used to hate their entire existence but I don’t exactly think the same . I guess I could say that I hate rogues but I am willing to make an exception just for her. Just by the way my father looked at her and the sheer disgust in his eyes I knew that it could never work aside her gender . Even if she was a ‘he' my father would still not approve of it. Her status alone hindered our relationship ,now imagine if I looked at my father and told him that not only was I mated to a rogue but the rogue also just so happens to have the same gender as me. In other words am a lesbian. On no account would I do that. it's my secret . A secret that I am willing to take to the grave. My father’s growl ripped through the air with urgency. I could feel my heart pounding and pounding and pounding at my rib cage with great force just wanting some form of relief from the stress and burden of anticipating my father’s next move. Would he hurt her? If he tries to kill her what would I do? would I try to stop him? Would I defend her ?if I were to defend her is there a chance that maybe he might find out why I am over protective of her ? If he were to find out that she was my mate ,what would happen to her, what would happen to me? What would happen to my birth right to be alpha ? What would the pack members think? What would everyone think ? There were a lot of stressful thoughts passing through my mind as my anxiety froze my body in place just awaiting my father's reaction. His growl ripped through his lips and just by the look in his eyes I could tell that now would be a perfect time to RUN!!
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