Dear First Love

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Dear First Love,

I finally won for once! You finally let me pay the bill. I think you spend too much money on me, and I don’t care if you try to woo me by saying ‘I’m worth every penny’, because I know that’s just an excuse to spend far too much on me. But it’s really touching.

I have friends nowadays. They invite me to eat lunch with them, they partner with me for projects, they have conversations with me - I’m just so, so happy. Of course, you’re always my first choice though. I love eating lunch with you. I love having conversations or just talking with you. It makes me feel at peace and makes me realise how lucky I am to have you.

Recently, I’ve been feeling nauseous. I’m also really tired sometimes, but can’t sleep well either. But I don’t want to worry you. I know I’ve caused you