~Aaron~ Watching the moments from Chases life made me want to throw up and punch my earlier self. Especially when I saw what was happening to her when that rolling pain would happen to me as a young teen. I was so self-serving that I never thought for a moment that someone else was in worse pain than me. That my pain could be the caused by someone else's pain. I learned that when a mate is unfaithful the other will feel immense pain from the abuse on the bond. However, I didn't have a mate at the time, so the thought never occurred to me. Now we know that Chase is an elemental and that we are counterparts. I wanted to beat myself for being mad at her for leaving me that night. I should have tried harder to see her after that, but I let the obstacles stop me easily. I spent those entire t

