Wild Baleigh Love

Loosing control

I jolt up in surprise all my clothes drenched in sweat. Fast pants escape my lips as I scan around my room. It's dark with slightest reflection of moonlight from out.

I was dreaming...

The ominous dream sends a ripple of alarm over my skin. I shiver running my hands over my arms trying to inject warmth into my body. I shudder trying to shake the horror image in my head.

I move to my drawer and I pull it out with my shaking hands. Immediately I find my phone, I fumble unlocking it with my sweaty fingers. The fingerprint reads not recognized because my fingers are all sweaty. I finally make it after drying them.

The screen reads 2:09 a.m in the morning. I want to check on Bally so badly but I know sending a text will not do. He might be deep asleep. Not that he might, he is. I wish we do talk in calls, that has never happened before. We only text. At least a call may wake him up.

In a tensed state, I start running fingers on my keyboard. Maybe he's awake or he's not a deep sleeper. Just a message notification may wake him up. We had wished each other a good night rest by 10 p.m. I was so exhausted from exams, so I wanted an early rest.

Me: Hello over there... before tapping the sending button. A call flashes through my screen. Bally. God why is he calling me at this time of the night? Without hesitation I slide the green button sideways receiving it.

"Princess. " Oh God I swoon. All my tensed muscles relaxes instantly. But his voice is gruff as if he has just woken up from a trance. When I don't reply he clears his throat and speaks again. "Are you there princess?" He asks and I just nod my head as if he can see me from the other side. "Kellane..." He drawls this time but with impatience.

"Bally..." I whisper finally finding my voice. I'm still in a little shock. I let in a sharp intake of air with my nose and exhales it out with mouth.

"Are you okay?" His voice comes out laced in worry. I nod, again. "Princess?"

"Bally I miss you." The words come out faster before stopping them. My eyes bulges out as I gasp covering my mouth with my palm. Silence takes over for the next few seconds before he wheezes out from the other side. He might even get surprised. We were together on Saturday and today being on Monday we had a busy day. It's even 2 in the morning, Tuesday now. Okay yesterday, He had three exams. I had two. So we didn't see each other. I didn't take my lunch, I had an exam immediately after lunch break, I was reviewing. After exams I headed home straight away.

"You do?" He asks in a husky voice. I nod. Again! "Are you okay though?"

"Me?" I breath in surprise.

"No her." He responds dryly. "Yes you of course."

"Am good, why? " I ask ruefully.

" C'mon princess there has to be something." He cajoles. " You picked up your phone after the first ring meaning you were up. Tell me, are you okay? "

" I should be asking you that! " I exclaim with a hint of bitterness. "Maybe my phone picked itself. " I mutter sarcastically. " Bally I had a dream, we were kids and we were happy making sandcastles but ... But---"

I stop midsentence when the image floods my mind again. "It was revolting... So dreadful!" I holler running my fingers in my hair which is soaked in cold sweat now.

"Shhhh..." He hushes smoothly through the phone. "It's going to be okay...there... there." He whispers his voice caressing me like velvet and it's also making my skin tingle at the same time. "I missed you too." He speaks after a while of silence. "Now tell me how you dreamt."

"It's so appalling..." With all the energy, I close my eyes and narrate everything that I dreamt about. As I finish I hear a sound of disbelief from the other side.

"No!" He hoots. "Fate must be playing tricks on us! He cries out indignantly. " You know what? I had the same dream and that's why I called to check on you! "

" Wh... Wha... What? " I stutter my voice coming out squeaky ragged breaths tugging along. "Just..." I trail. "Just how?" I ask finding it hard to believe.

"Is there any possibility this was a trigger of some memory? Maybe it happened but it didn't had such a sour ending. " He reasons and I find myself nodding my head.

" You maybe right." I answer cautiously.

"It was just a dream princess, let's forget about it." He consoles. "But that proves we were childhood babes. "

I can see a smug grin plastered on his face.

"Jerk!" I snort.

"Good thing is, I'm your jerk, only yours." He praises.

"Don't be so sure, I might disown you." I retort making my voice sound as serious as I can muster.

"I'm irresistible, you might not even have a chance to think about it." He retorts back.

" Irresistible my ass. " I groan.

"Princess don't be rude, why can't you just admit it." His voice is so soft but with cheekiness coating it.

" Stop flattering yourself already loverboy." I beckon him smiling ." You're so cheesy!"

"Really? "

"And crazy! " I add.

"Crazy for you though." He quips and the smile on my face turns into a scowl.

"Uh... Uhmmm... Let's catch some sleep now." I stutter heat creeping up my neck . I don't have words to say, my tongue seems like it has been tied up.

"What?" He croaks out in surprise. "Are you sure you have sleep left after that horrible nightmare?"

"Maybe. " I reply doubting my answer afterwards.

" You're not sure, so I'll take it as a no."

" Do you have a sweet story for me?" I joke stripping out of my Pjs which are clogged in sweat.

" Uhmmm, let me rustle my mind, I think it'll bring itself up." He stops and silence takes over. " Princess. " His deep voice startles me again after a while.

"Yeah?" I purse my lips waiting for what he has to say.

"What are you doing?" His voice comes through hoarsely.

"I'm changing into clean pyjamas." I answer bluntly.

" Wh.. what?" I hear him wheezing. " Let's face time. " He States so softly so lowly I would have Missed it.

" Bally are your senses on? I mean are they working? Because they seem off"

" Working very well. " He whispers his voice sending shivers all over my body. "I want to see you."

"Sorry mister." I chuckle pulling a t-shirt over my head. His t-shirt. The shirt he gave me the first night I spent at his place.

"Never knew your voice is more sweet on phone than in person." He mumbles his voice making me turn into a s*x masochist. It's doing things to me.

I blush but good thing he's not here to see my tinted cheeks. "Are you trying to make my heart flutter or ... you're mocking me on purpose?" I ask shrugging all the way through.

" Why should I mock you? I'm not, it's the truth." He admits . " Have you changed now?"

"Yeah." I bite at my lip snuggling under the covers in search of warmth.

"What have you changed into?"

"Do you remember that t-shirt of yours I wore that night I spent at your place after the house party?"

" Yeah?"

" I'm wearing it." I grin waiting for his response in anticipation.

He swears. "What?" I ask.

"Can I see you in it? Like right now?" I hear his breathing turning ragged. He swears softly again and a groan follows.

" Baby boy, stop those haze thoughts already."

" Princess..." His voice is hoarse, laced with desire? Oh s**t.

A whimper escapes my mouth as he drawls that name. "I'll send you a picture tomorrow morning." I counter.

"Promise." His voice comes up healthier this time. No hoarseness, no desire, no huskiness but hope and merry.

"I promise." I whisper softly and on intent. I want to bring him back to his weaknesses.

"Stop talking to me that way, you don't know what you are doing to me." He grunts barely audible.

" And what's that I'm doing?" I swallow a chuckle waiting for his response impatiently.

"You don't want to know." He replies with huskiness in his voice. We're back there. Yes.

"Bally..." I trail.

"Yes princess?"

"You do know I like you very very much." I say.

"Yes?"

" And I want whatever this we have to work out." With every statement I make, I stop to get at least a response from him to make sure he's getting me well.

"That's what I want also." He points out.

"But you're making this hard for me. Your dirty mouth undoes every bit of me. I don't want to loose control because I'm sure I'm almost there. Sometimes I feel like a starved animal craving for your presence." I stop myself from going deeper. Oh God I'm diarrhoearing words again. Oh s**t.

"I'm glad you feel so princess... the feeling is mutual. Everything about you turns me on." Hell break loose! He's so blunt. " Your eyes, your smiles, your laughter, your voice, f**k!" He groans cussing. " And there's something so rugged and sexy about your body, I always fantasize about the dirty with you." He chuckles at the last statement.

" To hell Bally! Why are you so blunt! You should filter your words at least." I muse drifting the covers over my head to soak my embarrassment in them. As if someone is seeing me! So cheesy.

"What? And that's the cleanest way possible I've tried coming out with. I didn't say I keep imagining my member inside your little cunt?" He bellows.

Holy f**k! Damn. I didn't know how faster I tapped on my hang-up button. This is getting out of hand. My eyes pop out in horror not believing what I've heard. Oh s**t! He's so ridiculous. So dirty. That statement keeps wringing in my ears and I bring a pillow over my mouth and I let out muffled laughters through it. A message pops up but I dismiss it laughing harder. When my laughters ceases. I open the message box to check on it.

Bally: Did I scare you???

I reply instantly my body shaking with laughters.

Me: You should have been aborted??.

Bally: That way, you wouldn't have gotten a chance to see this handsome guy over here.???.

We both switch into chatting mode.

Me: I hate you.?

Bally: Thanks ?, I love you more.??❤️❤️❤️.

Me: ?? ugghhh... Sleep tight ?.

Bally: Wait??

Me: What??

Bally: Don't you want me anymore??

Me: Much more?

Bally: Thanks, it's 4:30. You may want to catch some sleep. You have exams tomorrow.

Me: Just one.

Bally: Me too. Music is too easy.

Me: I have art craft it's easy too.

Bally: Okay tomorrow don't leave before giving me a goodbye like today. I really felt too bad. Not seeing you a whole school day is something in question ?.

Me: I didn't want to, but I was hungry and you had exams till 5 , I'm sorry, I couldn't have sat down for the next 2 hours.?

Bally: It's alright I comprehend ??.

Me: Thanks?. Let's sleep now.

Bally: Peaceful morning sleep. I love you.?

Me: sleep tight ❤️

Bally:❤️❤️.

After that I shut my phone and return it into the drawer. I smile my thoughts wandering around Ballice. He's such a nuisance but charmingly sweet. Batting my eye lashes slowly, recounting our physical convos and phone convos, I swoon.

I'm falling...

Hello guys... I hope you enjoyed reading this because I enjoyed writing it. I love you.