After the revelation I just had with Coffey earlier, I know this is one that I wasn't prepared for. I'm not ready for another hurting truth.
One that's going to change my relationship with my dad forever.
I think I even feel sick.
My body is burning up and my heart is beating so fast.
He can't be telling the truth.
I move around nervously. I try to sit on the couch but it doesn't seem to hold me anymore, so I get up and keep moving around.
"Please tell me you're lying."
There's just no way that can be true.
"You were going through a lot, you couldn't take care of one child, leave alone two." I fold my fist and close my eyes to subdue the anger when he says that.
He doesn't get to tell me that.
He took away Xander, but him lying that she died, that was on another level and no amou
