Chapter 51 Gideon POV I watch as Lucas, Eric and Nicolas come charging towards me. I was trying to slit my own throat. Charlotte couldn’t have survived that. I didn’t have a reason to be here anymore. I watch them and realize If I killed one of them I wouldn’t be able to live with myself. I knew they couldn’t stop me. I had to end myself now. I killed Ash. My best friend. I deserved to die. I shift my hand into a claw and ready it on my neck, but the thing inside of me starts to fight me. ‘Gideon!” I hear Nicholas's voice and it breaks a sob right out of me. I can’t even answer him. I’m tackled and held down by my sides. Lucas and Eric fight against me and manages to hold me in place. ‘’How do we get whatever it is out of his system?” Lucas shouts and urges Nicolas to hurry up.

