Elana. “No,” I said blandly. I could hear his heart shatter, but that was his fault for springing such a question on me when we had just met a few weeks ago. He nodded slowly and looked away from me. “I’m sorry Armon. But I have not completely healed from my past experiences and I am not ready to try again,” I apologized. “No, it’s alright. Very much understandable that you do not trust me,” he reached for my palm and squeezed it. “I think I should be on my way now,” he got off the swing. I held his hand in mine so he wouldn’t move any further. “Wait!” I urged him. I hopped off the swing and looked up at him. I was hungry for physical touch and my body needed attention. I looked up at him, he must be able to see the longing for his touch because it was clear in my eyes. He watched me

