Elana. I woke up this morning and my body felt sore. It felt as though I had been beaten mercilessly. I ran a hand through my hair contemplating getting out of bed. I got out of bed and went into the bathroom to freshen up and maybe feel better. I had a change of clothes and then attended to Selanene. She’s beginning to grow and soon she’ll have to leave the house for school. I remembered Alex and the DNA test. Could he have manipulated it? Or am I just in denial and I was r***d? No, it can’t be. Alex is the father of my child. And as for Efanell, we haven’t talked since then. Rather I haven’t spoken to him, he has become irritating in my eyes now. When I see him I walk right past him. When cooking in the kitchen I do my thing and leave. I haven’t let him touch Selanene either. Sinc

