Nathaniels Pov.
“YES.. YES.. YES OG GODDESS PLEASE DON’T STOP.!” The she wolf I am with keeps screaming, the blood-moon talks to my carnal desire, and I have become more and more vicious, cruel and coldhearted over the years. I have no idea why, but it is the way it is. Or it is not exactly true I know the reason is because I am without a mate, but no matter how many packs I have visited I have never found her, but as a wolf in contact with his animalistic side, we have a really high s*x-drive.
Now I was with Jenny, no Jeanet i don’t know something with a J, I have been entertaining her for the last twelve hours, with no release.
“I SAID SHUT UP, I DON’T WANT TO HEAR YOUR VOICE!” I growled at her.
She nodded with hooded eyes. I plowed into her ferociously, and both my wolf and I enjoyed it when she whimpered.
I was done and released her.
“Now go!” I said.
She looked at me with hurt and confused eyes.
“But… but I didn´t finish.” She stammered.
“SO! Take care of it yourself, and for the record don’t ever think about seducing me again.”
“But I. I.” suddenly she changed her attitude to anger.
“Are you serious? How dare you use me, and then don’t even do your job co…!”
My growl shook the entire room, and I saw red.
“How dare I? I will not let you talk to me that way, I am THE ALPHA KING of werewolves, and if you for a moment think I owe you anything you are sorely mistaken. Now get out before I really loose my temper and rip you to pieces.!” I said menacingly to her, her eyes became blurry, before she gathered her clothes and ran out the door, she ran straight by Jayce who looked after her and then back at me.
“What did you do to Rose?” oh so that was her name, not that I cared.
“Nothing much, she just didn´t like the smell in the bakery, and suddenly thought she was going to get a larger piece of the pie.” I growled.
“You mean another one? Nathaniel you know this cannot continue you are becoming more feral by the, beside we need a luna and a heir, otherwise there are going to be riots.
I know the council are considering to make you take Liana as your chosen mate, or otherwise have you surrender your Alpha position to your cousin Luke.” I growled at him, by the implecation.
“If they old farts think they can pressure me to do something I don’t want to they are wrong, I AM THE KING, and I know they are here for a reason but not for much longer if they keep this up, I will NEVER take a chosen luna and as for Luke to take over is just a bad joke, he has so much on his plate right now, I just don’t know what…..”
I was stopped by the sound of my ringtone, when I looked at the display I was confused why would he call now? I picked it up.
“Nathaniel here, what do you want?”
“That’s no way to be speaking to me, after all I am imprinted on (I grunted when he said that, we have tried to sever those ties believe me) you and can´t do sh*t about it.” Darien said on the other side.
"Not to sound rude, but why are you calling now, I thought you were busy in England at your company?” I asked him and suddenly he turned silent.
“ Oh believe me this is a madhouse over here, luckily I have Dimitry with me, but I have to ask you, are there something you haven´t told me?” He asked.
“Probably a lot, but why do you ask?” I said surprised at the question.
“Because I have just had a woman here at the firm. She ran into me, but by her side was a boy, and he was almost an identical carbon copy of you, only younger.” He said, which left me speechless.
“What! what are you saying!?”
“From the looks I would say you haven’t been cautious to cover up. He looked around 8 – 11 in that rangespand.”
“But how? I have never been with anyone from England? I mean I know how, but you must be mistaken.” Suddenly a thought occurred to me.
“The woman what did she look like.” I asked with the breath stuck in my throat.
“ I don’t know, black hair, and brown eyes. If it mean something to you Dimitry say she was way better with computers than even he is, she nailed his work to the wall, and that says a lot when it comes to outmatch Dimitry in computers.”
I had begun to loose the interest, for a short period of time I felt my wolf perch up, hoping it was the mysterious woman from 10 years ago, but no I don’t remember much else than the feeling of being with her along with her vibrant red hair and clear forest green eyes. But no this woman has black hair, but then again could it be? Do I dare hope to meet her one more time.
I don’t know who that lady was ten years ago, but she was special and not just to us. – Ryker said, and I could not help but frown at his statement.
I know, I felt it too but for all we know she could have passed long ago, you and I both remember the pain we went through seven months later. – I answered, and it was the truth one night, I had woken to the most excruciating pain, but it stopped as soon as it started.
I just stood there when Ryker drew pictures from our night into my mind.
“Nathaniel?” Dariens voice sounded through the phone.
“Uhm nothing I was just carried away by memories. Never mind, do me a favor and check up on this woman.” I said, and I waited.
“You see, that will be a tad difficult since I have already had Dimitry look into her, but nothing. Besides her name, its like she doesn’t exist, her payment go through so many crooks that no one will be able to keep track of them.” He said.
“Well, keep trying anyway. I have to go now.” I said.
“Very well I was just figuring I would let you know, in case. By the way I will be on my way back tomorrow, make sure you have something for me.” he said, and I knew what he meant and groaned.
“Seriously Darien, this is becoming stupider by the day. Why cant you not feed from your own mate, its just unnatural to need me.” I could practically hear him roll his eyes, it meant far less to him than it did to me, because to him this farce was just to make sure he lived on.
“You know I cant ever since Calypso came to, she is a handful, after all she is the first, GOD/SIREN and VAMPIRE hybrid to have ever lived, and it is taken a toll on her momma. That’s why I am sorry, but I do need you, at the least until everything slow down. I mean Serena has acknowledged what is between the two of us is what saved her when she was pregnant. Besides you was there when the goddess appeared.”
“I know, I know brother but it doesn´t mean I have to like it, we has become so intimate that even Ryker has suggested I chose you as my chosen Mate.” Darien laughed hard at that.
“Yes I have a feeling, but trust Ryker to hit the nail spot on. I however fear my mate wouldn´t like it if I should chose another." He laughed.
“I really have to go sorry I have a meeting, but I will of course be here when you get back.” I said to him.
“I know, I am sorry see you tomorrow, and I will continue to investigate this. Take care. Bye.” He said and hung up.
I sad there when Jayce talked
“Do you think there is some connection between you and the boy?” He thought aloud.
I shook my head.
“NO! absolutely not, I am always careful and make sure to wrap up, and even then I should only be able to impregnate my mate true or chosen or omegas.” I said uncomfortable with the conversation.
“I know sir, but you are Lycan perhaps things are different for you.” His eyebrows furrows.
“Don’t even go there, that’s the exact reason why Ryker and I always ensure not to leave anything behind, but it would be a lot easier if he could just relax, and not demand s*x all the d*mn time like a b***h in heat. I sensed Ryker growl at me, and could not help but find him a bit funny.
When he realized it, I felt him snarl at me.
“I can´t do much about who I am, I am a Lycan and I need it or I will descent into madness, it would be a lot easier with a mate, but I can assure you, with me being who I am, I can never settle with a chosen mate. With the power that comes with being Lycan you need your true mate to calm down. The urge to m******e my foes, is so high right now that I have no idea what to do, except keeping busy with these silly women who thinks they will make Luna.”
He said and I could feel the sadness, and the loneliness coming from him, not only did he not have his mate, but he was the only one of his kind.
“I am sorry Ryker, I feel with you I feel it as you do. For now I am able to quell the most extreme cases of anger releases you get, and I will continue to do so, after all we are one."