The 25th of June, 2020. Usual morning for everyone, but not me. TODAY.
Was planning all night. Know where and how. No regrets. Nothing. Empty.
In the kitchen. Breakfast, hot coffee, some sandwiches, tea, juice, whatever. Mom saying ‘Good morning’.
‘What are you doing today’, asked my sis.
‘Nothing’.
‘Wanna go near the lake. You know just to chit-chat about nothing. Spend time together. Will be a nice warm day’, added.
‘Sure. We can’.
‘Leaving at 2 pm. Is it OK?’
‘Yeah. Will take some towels and a soft plaid.’
In a car. Needed to drive to the place where people were less. No strangers. Already see her dead.
Found that retired spot. Perfect! Observing her actions. Well, no suspicion. Good: Evil smile.
‘Wanna boat?’, suggested.
‘Yeah. Let’s go! Super!’.
The boat was very old. Brown. Two exhausted paddles. A bit of water inside. Started to paddle. To the middle, only the middle. Far far far far!
STOPPED.
‘You know, the world hasn’t seen such a b***h like you’, said angrily.
‘What are you talking ABOUT?’
‘Thought can fool all, but not me, dear sis. Know everything!!! But how? How could you? No remorse?’.
‘Explain me. Don’t understand. What is it about?’
‘E... so jealous that you could shoot him? Do you realize you killed me too that peaceful night?’
Proudly smiling and ironically, ‘Really!? He should have been with me. And only me. Don’t see... Don't get... What did he find in you until now? I am perfectly slim, dark long hair, tall beautiful graceful woman. And YOU? Fat, bigger than the blue whale, even not taking care of appearance, your inside look. Looking at you, wanna vomit. IT IS DISGUSTING!’.
‘Yeah! But I am still looking better than you, PSYCHO killer!!! Oh my, so this was the reason to kill a person?’
‘NO! The reason was his f*****g words’.
‘What words?’, desired to hear.
‘Frankly, tried to seduce him. Pushed me away. Saying NO. Can’t do this BLA BLA because he loves you, BLA BLA BLA, ugly sis! Nobody! Through my whole awesome life, nobody left me like this! And HE?... Thought was a handsome king, unstoppable. NO! NO! NO! Not with me. f**k him! So, knew about this loud party organised outside. Before that... ha ha ha... bought an illegal gun. Took it and went to celebrate the bloody night. Frankly, the second time, my hand didn’t shiver when I pressed that little trigger. He was just a foolish CLOWN. Nothing more. Nobody saw me, nobody knew what I did. But... now YOU know. BAD...’.
Thought my big heart will jump out of my chest. Anger. Hatred. All emotions in VORTEX!
‘And you telling THIS to me without any remorse, b***h!!!’
‘Life – a sly game called Survive. I AM PLAYING with joy. Ha, ha, ha!’
‘You know, sis, HONESTLY... So be lucky to die then!’
Quickly hit her to face with all my strength. Fell to the bottom of the boat.
‘Stand up, SLUT!!!’, screamed.
Stood. Ran to me. Locked in dispute. Started to push. Saw her desperate look. CAN’T SWIM, yeah? Great satisfaction.
Split-second. Both in the water. She was trying to reach the boat, swinging her arms. NO ESCAPE! Ha, ha, ha!
However... I felt the STRONG grasp.
‘I won’t die alone TODAY!’
My angel face dived underwater. No air. No, no, no!
‘Stop. Stop!’, screamed.
LAST RECALL. A big sip of water to my nose, mouth. Finally, LUNGS...
IT IS OVER!