-Killian-
I hadn’t anticipated that response when I asked Helena what was so amusing. But, f*ck, I adored her touch. Though I yearned for more, I feared that surrendering to her completely might drive me beyond reason. I might just impulsively turn her around, strip down her pants, and push into her, ravishing her like never before.
Controlling myself could be challenging at times. I had a tendency to act without thinking or become excessively passionate about certain matters. I might easily lose myself in the moment and struggle to restrain my impulses. However, her words swiftly turned me colder.
“Excuse me?” I interjected.
“Nothing,” she replied.
Suppressing a laugh, she shook her head, and I gently grasped her chin, redirecting her focus to me.
“Do you fantasize about such though
