"I got a call and they told me that he was shot ...they found him in a hotel room and he was already dead." I sobbed as I was hugging my baby as tight as I could ...she was sobbing uncontrollably
"Maybe they mistook mom ..maybe it's not dad ...it can't be dad. The last time I called him he was in his office planning to come here with your anniversary gift.'It's not him. Why would he be in the hotel room? " Leah sobbed and I didn't know what to say. I just sobbed along with her.
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"Maybe he had a meeting to attend to✦" I answered, but I was also confused.. My husband never, and I mean, never held a meeting in a hotel room..he likes doing things in his office, but maybe a client asked him to meet him, and my husband has never refused his clients before ..
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"Leah! Call your brother and tell him to come home immediately ",I called, breaking the tight hug and wiping my baby's tears.
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" OK!" She answered by dialing the number. I just wish someone would wake me and say all this was one of my nightmares and everything is fine and my husband is still that strong,loving and full of life as he was, but it's just a wish and it won't come true because of his death. But they killed him, but who would want to kill my husband ...I mean that man is kind, loving and very trustworthy?
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I made my way to our room and took a long sad shower and after I got ready for my leave, I stared at the mirror and tears started to flow down my eyes as if someone meaninglessly opened a tap and water was just flowing down from there ..
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As I was crying, the door opened and my baby boy walked in. He looked so calm and collected. Although we adopted him when he was 16, he loved this family and we loved him.
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He stood there looking at me with his ocean blue eyes and his muscular arms widened. He wanted a hug from his mama.
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I attacked him with the world's biggest hug and lay my head on his chest sobbing like a baby.