SECOND CHANCE

CHAPTER 9

My mind is about to burst by the familiar taste that I am savoring right now. My hands hover around his body with thirst to feel every inch of him. When our tongue intertwined a groan escape from our mouth that trigger the desire that is starting to build in our bodies. I took his shirt off. I want to feel his body without anything that cover it. I want to feel him like the way I usually feel him before.

I grind my now hard member on his lower body. With that, I can feel his needs. He put his hand inside my shirt. I kiss him on his cheek to his ear. I play his earlobe with my tongue. I hear him moan by doing that so I escape from kissing his ears back to his mouth. The dim light helps me to see his face accepting all the pleasure that I am giving.

My hand feel his member from the outside of his pants. I can feel how hard he is. I grind my hands on his groin while grinding hard mine on his thigh. I can't control myself anymore. I unbutton his pants and put my hands inside. There I can feel the warm of his member that is hardening from my hand. He arched his back when I do that. I still remember how to give him pleasure.

I can feel his hands shaking while inserting his hands inside my boxer. I spread my legs a little to give him the full access to mine. When I feel his hand around me playing my member, my mind went crazy. I feel like I'll explode just being touch by him. I give him another deep kiss while he was pumping my member. I also move my hand the same rythm that he has.

"I want you now." I whisper in his ear while our hands busy pumping each other. I want to get inside him now. "I want you badly now. Please." My breathe is now unstable from the desire that keeps rising from inside my body.

He looks at me and give me a kiss. "I want you too." with those words. I pull myself away from him a little and took his pants off. He help me get rid of his undies and take off my boxer. When we were both naked he rolled over me giving my member a gentle massage. His hand is teasing. He'll pump it hard and slow in between and with that I can't help but arched my back.

He kiss me on my neck down to my chest. He use his tongue to trail down every inch of my skin down to my erected n*****s. He played it with his tongue that cause of escape of gasp from me. I love how he still memorize me. I love him touching me like this. He pump me hard while still playing with my n*****s. Every move he's giving flames to my body.

A long moan escape me when his lips starts to explore my lower body. When he swirl his tongue to my belly makes me tug his hair hard. He continue what he was about to do. I keep my eyes on him anticipating his mouth down to my sensitive spot. He was inch away with my erected member when he look at me. He was searching something on me before he open his mouth and claim me full inside his mouth. Our eyes were still locked on each other. I can't decide on which to look. The sight of him claiming mine is such a pleasure to me.

His eyes did not leave me while he let my member move inside out from his mouth. I can feel myself that anytime soon I will c*m. I stop him from what he was doing before my lust explode inside his mouth. I flipped our position. I pinned him down to our bed and look at him passionately before I give him another feverish kiss on his mouth. I trail his bottom lips with my tongue. Rome wrap his legs around my waist and pull me down so that there will be no space between us.

"I love you." I pant gazing down on him. "I missed you." His eyes hover onto my face. He put his hands on my cheek make my eyes close. I hold his hand and pinned it down at his side. "Please be mine."

He smile at me and drew his face near me. He plant a soft kiss on my lips. "Make me yours." he sexily told me. I let go of his hand and trace down his face and give him a passionate kiss. I rub my thigh against his member to keep him moaning. Every groan, gasp and moan from him is like music to my ears.

I spread him down on me and make him ready for me. I slip one finger to his tight entrance. When I knew that he's ready for another one, I inserted another finger on him. I see him twitch from my movement. I give him time to adjust first before I slowly move my two finger inside his entrance. I saw him looking at me like telling me that he was all ready to accept me inside him.

I took out the condom from to where we usually put it. I remember that I don't have the lube anymore. It has been four years ago since I have to use it. I didn't bother to keep some stocks. "I don't have lube." I suddenly feel annoyed to my self. We were already in the middle of fire when I realize that I don't have lube.

"That's fine." he grabed my arms. "I can take it." I saw the glit of desire from his eyes.

With that, I ready him down on me. I inserted my finger on his entrance to get him ready for my member. He spread his legs widely as he can to help me insert mine to his entrance. When I feel that he was ready for me, I insert my member on him. I slowly enter my head on him like testing the water. I insert it inside and out first before thrusting another inch of me inside. I keep the rythm that way until I fully thrust my member on him. I did not move first when I am inside him. I can feel his body stiffen from pain. I softly kiss him on his face telling him I love him while waiting for his body to relax and fully accept my member.

When I feel him slowly loosen up beneath me, I try to move above him. Slowly thrusting inside him using the music that we both new. I keep moaning his name while moving inside him. He gasp inside my mouth while I was trying to thrust hard on him.

"I'm coming.." he feverishly told me while bobbing his hips the same rythm as my thrust. I pump his member while I thrust harder in him. I keep my mouth on his while moving that cause for us to groan inside each others mouth while releasing our pleasure.

I flopped down beside him as we both release at the same time. After few minutes he stands beside me, I grab his arm. "Where are you going?" I whine.

"I'll just clean myself." he told me not looking at me. Trying to cover his body with the bedsheet. "Clean yourself and I will change the bedsheet so that we can sleep comfortably." I let go of him and snuggle the pillow beside me.

"Have you heard me?"

I close my eyes tightly and smile. "Yes." This is the usual us. This is how we are from four years ago. I knew there still some situation that needed to be explain. There's still something to be ironed between us but I want to fully enjoy this first. We will deal with the issue later on. As long as he's mine. I can face anything.

I see that the sheets was already changed when I'm done showering. I saw him looking for something inside his back. "Is your head still aching?" he ask not looking at me when he notice that I was out of the bathroom already.

"A little." I lay down to bed again.

"Go to sleep then."

"Come sleep with me." I am not usually this whiny however, I want to feel him near me. I need to feel him for my anxiety to escape from my system.

"I need to edit my photos. Jay need this today."

Hearing Jay's name from his mouth makes me want to crash his lips down for him to remember that every inch of him was mine. I gave him a sour face. "I will not sleep then." I act childlishly I know, but I want him with me.

I saw him shakes his head and put his things down. He just notice that he used my shirt. The idea makes my member twitch inside my boxer. He always looks good when he was wearing my shirt. He lay down beside me. Turning his back on me. I lay down facing him. "Look at me." I said.

"Let's just sleep."

"Look at me. Please."

I hear him let out a deep sigh before he face me. He close his eyes. I look at him for a seconds before giving him a light kiss on the lips and put my hands under his head to pull him closer to me. "I want to feel you so that I can sleep peacefully." I close my eyes. I feel him looking at me. I forced him to bury his face to my neck. "Please be here even when I wake up." He did not answer me but then, he snuggle on me, wrap his arm around me and pet me to put me to sleep.

I don't know how long I have been asleep but when I woke up I can see that it was already dark outside. My hands reach for Rome beside me but I was the only one in bed. I spring up and look at the clock beside me. It says it was already eight in the evening. I can't see any trace of Rome inside the house and that make me nervous. My heart was racing and look for the phone beside me. I call him however the phone just keeps ringing. I dialed once again when the door open and Rome enter the room with a bag of food both hands.

"You're up." he said. Close the door using his feet and put the bag down to the table. He looked at the phone from his pocket. "You're calling?"

I run to him and just give him a tight hug. Out of relief, tears roll down to my cheeks. The fear of losing him again crawls down to my every nerve. For four years, I sleep dreaming I was with him and woke up with the reality the next day that I was alone. That I have to live another day without him. When I woke up earlier not seeing him I feel like I was back to that phase. That I have to face another day without him again.

The soft cry turns to sobs. I can't control myself. He positioned his self and pet me without saying any words. "I thought you leave me again." I said in between my sobs. I usually the strongest one. But now, I'm soft around him. I feel like that if I'll be the strong Pick just like before, he will leave me again. And I can't bear to under go another day without him. I can't do it anymore. I won't allow it anymore.

"I just look for something to eat. You need to take your medicine." he said hugging me tightly snuggling my shoulder. "Come on. Let's eat." he slightly patting my bottom like a baby. But I don't want to let go.

I wiped my tears and kiss him passionately. My emotion will not be at ease without feeling him beneath me. I deepen the kiss and swirl my tongue inside his mouth. He pull his lips away from mine. "Let's eat." he pants.

"Later. I need you more than those foods." my thirst now is not about the food anymore. I want to be inside him for me to know that now, I have him with me. Physically. All mine. I carry him and slowly pin him down to our bed.

"The food will get cold." he try to resist once again.

"We can heat it up. Now I am more hungry to have you than those." I trail down his neck to his ears using my tongue. I can feel him hard on me while I was rubbing his member to my thigh. I took his shirt off and he help me get rid of mine. I get back on his lips and give him a passionate kiss. Our heads keeps moving to the direction that gives full access to each others easily. I can't take time right now. I want to be inside him as soon as I can. I spread his legs on me and put my two fingers inside. I feel him stiffen and with that I relax myself. I can't be hard on him.

When he already loosen up. I move my fingers inside him hitting his sensitive spot. A loud groan escape from his mouth. I quite it down using my lips. I let him gasp inside my mouth while I am moving inside his entrance. "Tell me you're mine." I whisper to him giving our lips a little space so that he can answer me.

"I'm.. Yours." he pants since I thrust my finger deep inside him while he was answering me.

"Do you want me inside you now?"

"Please.." I can feel the heat of his body and the warmth of his breathe.

"Tell me.. You want me. Ahhh" I can't speak properly when he suddenly grab my member and pump it hard same rythm as my finger moving inside and out his entrance.

"Get inside me now. I'm ready for you now. Please." his hand is shaking while his pumping quicken makes me moan his name harder.

I stop his hands from giving me a pleasure and spread his legs on my shoulder. He reach out a condom for me and roll it on my member. I insert myself on him fully without warning. I stop for awhile and wait for him to relax a little bit and move inside and out. Every time I thrust I make it hard. I pump hard inside him and make sure to hit his sweet spot.

"I.. Ahhhh... love... you." I keep saying while feeling his body enwrap on me. I can feel his needs. His member is twitching like it was asking for my hand. I give it pump same as how I was thrusting inside him.

"I'm coming." I hear him panting from my every move.

"Come for me." I said while quickening our phase. I feel him release from my hand and for the last thrust I let all my desire out from my body.

I roll down beside him catching my breath. "We need to change the bedsheet again." I hear him complaining beside me. "I think you're fine now. You're good enough to change the bedsheet while I'm changing and heating the food." he stand and look for his shirt.

"Change it now." I just laugh at him and my eyes follow him entering the bathroom to take another shower for today. I don't feel sick anymore. This is the happiest moment of my life.