GEIYAHE LYNN'S DIARY

THE DAY I WAS HURT

Dear Dino,

The another day goes on, I have many friends especially Anthonio. He even made letters for me Dino. It's been 5 months since she start courting me, but he doesn't even know anything about me Anthonio. He didn't even know my likes and don't Dino. Now, I should start a new life didn't I..............

And suddenly my writing has been interrupted because of my mother, then here she was inside my room, yes my room is pure black, with gold I guess, having some sorts of songs with my favorite singers and my guitar that time which is also black. Yes, she allows it, except the bed to black you know. I have my study table filled by our pictures with my only Antonio with some crafts which is made by him. The stuff toys are also there. My room is terribly filled by his presence but I don't know why. I don't know how everything might actually work this season of my life. I heard nothing but a glimpse of disappointment that day, Disappointments from my grades, the grades my mom never appreciated and my dad never have a glimpse to noticed it. Yes, I was living like this, but I don't want to bother myself having something and be diseased more because of this. Only Anthonio treated such illness of this heart. The heart I don't know if it is still beating after all...........

I continued writing and this time it will be......

You know Dino, I love my family so much than myself, saying no to them sometimes is what I never did in my entire life, making to be out in my journalist lessons is such a triumph for them and such losses for me, you know Dino, I should introduce you another poem for Anthonio

Oh the love thy thee sonnette of my heart

Carry out the heat in my eyes

As I was living in this life

Where there is nothing to do but to fight

And after the fight we would light up

Do I know what you want

Oh do you love me when you're in need

I'm too nice to you indeed

But never told anyone

Even you in whole

Who I was really

And my want to be freely

Please understand my heart

Please understand I'm in the ice

I don't want to be stone

And I don't want the pride to be here I would be known

Make me be heard

And make me be loved

My Anthonio

You should have someone else

And I know

I hope Anthonio will love this Dino, but he can't even read it.... And I hope he will soon...... Goodnight Dino........