The Saddest Things

The Present and the High School

Now that we are all caught up it is time for the present. Tomorrow I am going to high school. Yay... Greatest day of my life. When the orphanage sent me to middle school I had the worst time. I would have rather died. I know that sounds stupid for bullying, but it was the hardest moments I ever had to face. I was alone, scared, and just a little girl. Everyone made fun of me at the time I was a really big geek but I didn't mind. I always thought that my parents would one day come and find me but now I realize that I was a daydreamer and a really heavy sleeper! People would say my parents abandoned me because I was ugly and at the time I have to say I wasn't the prettiest girl in school but that's still not right to say to someone! It's called bullying, ever heard of it?

"Oh! Look it's lazy-Lyra the loser! Lol let's get away from her before she spreads her poor to us!"

"Eww! Get away from us geek. Don't need to be getting all weird and all now! Haha"

That's what I had to go through and so did many more people! That's why I quit at the end of my first year when I was in 6 grade. I began watching in on some classes through windows and going to the library. I must say it wasn't the best idea quitting school because of bullying but it wasn't the best idea putting myself out there and getting myself bullied. That's why now I don't open myself up. When people say-

"Oh! I'm an open book. Really ask me anything, I don't have any secrets!"

Well... I'm not and I do have secrets. So you want to know the real me? Then it's going to take a lot more than just listening to me and my problems! There are things that no one wants to share ever. I have some of those things.