It takes the both of us

Blessing

We are enjoying our time together, We are relaxing in a couch inside the master's bedroom. The couch is quite small but we manage to make it comfortable for the both of us.

We are lying next to each other there's no gap between us, I can feel his heart beat beneath my ears, while he's caressing my hair. I feel so secure with his arms wrapping my waist and my head is pinning on his hard chest.

"I will miss this for sure" I hit his jaw when I lifted my head to meet his gaze.

"sorry" I apologized and kiss the part where I unexpectedly hit his jaw, I raise my brow high as mountain.

"what do you mean by that? Don't tell me you're going to file a divorcement?" If it's the case I might breakdown everyone knows how much I love this guy beside me. I'm not mentally, physically and emotionally prepared for it.

"You really have a wild imagination why would I want to get separated with my heart?" I know my age yet I'm still falling in love again like a teenage girl.

"What if cupid pulled out the arrow inside my heart? Let's say I'll be the one who will file a divorcement? What will you do?" I know it's shameless of me to ask such an absurd question.

"of course I'll sign it right away" I think my heart is breaking without creaking , but I get a hold of myself and prepare for the next thing he might utter.

"I'll sign it and tear it to pieces even if you file it all over again I will always do the same thing because I'll never let you go" he says, while looking straight into my eyes.

"As for that arrow I'll let cupid pull it so that I will be the one to struck it again" his dimples accompanied him once more, I was speechless in the moment all I know is he never failed to free the butterflies inside my stomach.

"Tamra is sleeping right?" he asked out of nowhere, I slowly nod my head. "he's not going to pop out in the picture like a mushroom right?" I can see his cute dimples together with his naughty grin.

I didn't say a thing I let my eyebrow sway in a naughty manner. The next thing I knew was him placing on top of me while slowly caressing my back as he brushes my lips with his soft lips. I was overwhelmed by his warm touches but, somehow I gather all my sanity.

"I don't like having an audience at this time" I'm actually properly asking him to turn off the television but my traitor lips allowed moan to escape my mouth. He continuously showering me with a soft yet hot kisses.

His left hand started to unbutton my night dress while his right hand has finally found the remote control, I don't know how, but he successfully shut it without leaving my lips untouched.

I anchor my arms in his neck as he carry me and gently lay me down in bed... He's planting a kiss from my lips down to my neck, he is still good as the first time we had each other. I'm going crazy I don't know how to stop myself from moaning for pete's sake we need to do it in a very silent way but darn it he never fail to bring sensation in my whole being.

Next thing in the morning I feel like someone is playing with my hair's strand, though I'm already awake I still keep my eyes closed. I didn't expect him to plant morning kiss in my temple I realized it's too late now he notice that I'm smiling.

"Dreaming or awake? Which one?" he asked,

I guess there's no reason to act sleeping I'm busted anyway "both" I giggle and press myself closer to him

"I'm awake and yet I have a dream of us having a wonderful night" oh gosh! Can't believe that I'm still blushing like a stupid teen age chick this is not so me. I think I have lost my old conservative self when it comes to my husband.

"let's shower together" he whispered through my ears.

"sure thing but face the wall first" there he goes his naughty smiles I feel hot all of a sudden.

"Hey! Yah! I told you to face the wall" but he didn't move instead he kept on staring at me. I aim to hit his face with my pillow but he dodge it.

"What? I'm facing on it"

I swear I think he's picking fight with me.

"What are implying right now Mr?" I gave him a serious glare.

"I didn't mean it that way but I'm really facing the wall next to you"

I just rolled my eyes. "fine then face the other way around"

he has a point in fact I didn't told him which wall

"don't ever compare your breast over wall it's not actually flat let's say you're lucky to wear a normal bra unlike others they need a brassiere with foams---" I pinch his ear.

"what a p*****t asshole face the wall now I'm going to look for towel" I heard him chuckle before turning his back on me as I've told him to do so.

"What's with this 'face the wall'? Don't tell me you feel embarrassed? I have seen that wonderful body and we even made Tamra out of that body" haisst! This guy is so perverted mouth.

"hurry up let's have some cold shower" He suddenly jump out of bed and I was so dumbfounded

"hey! wrap it on your body" I slap my face using my palm after throwing him a piece of clean towel. While we are relaxing inside the bath tub I remember some unanswered question last night "hey about last night what do you mean by that?"

"Because of what happened last night I totally forgot about the out of town venture"

"what!? Out of town? For real?"

"Don't worry I'll be back after 1 month and also I will call you every now and then" It can't be helped.

"My flight will be on the last day of this week"

"Why didn't you tell it earlier?" I wore a very solemn expression in my face

"I love you" he kissed my temple, his head is resting in my shoulder we stayed in that position, silence enters the room.

"No flirting with the blondies got it?" I broke the silence, he swore using his right arm, afterwards he lean closer to my face and gave me a real quick kiss in my lips. After that cold shower, we prepared the breakfast together.

I'm responsible for the cutting and chopping as for the taste it's up to my husband's talent. He washed the dishes on the counter part I prepared all their stuff's and bento then we're off to our destination.

"bye dad" he lower his level to meet tamra's height and he give him a sweet fatherly hug. He stood up and pulled me closer to his chest.

He held me in my waist, he kissed my forehead before letting me go.

I dropped Tamra to his respective room, On my way to exit my eyes accidentally meet his eyes, before leaving I notice that he smiled at me. I reciprocate but a weak one.

When I got home I spend my time cleaning tamra's room but, I still have an ample boring time so I decided to do the laundry I only used washing machine in blankets and heavy laundries but since it's just a piece of my husband and son's uniform It would be better to use my laundry skills.

I notice something in my husband's clothes I'm not certain if it is a kiss mark. One thing I'm certain is that I saw some wine stains on it. I was too preoccupied I get easily startled when the telephone rang.

Hera's on the line, I heard from her that timi and jun take off from airplane a while ago. I tried to call his phone but I couldn't reach him.

I guess I'll just leave a message that I'm coming with hera to pay visit in timi's house. It feels so good to see Timi and Jun. We stayed there, we had conversation, we really grab the opportunity to fulfill the stolen bonding moments.

It's been 4 hours since I texted him how come he didn't even bother to call? It's getting really late I was hoping that he'll be here to get us. He must be really busy. I'm about to contact a grab but his number appeared in my screen.

"Wait for me, I'll be there" before I can speak he already hung up the call. I took a deep breath upon hearing his exhausted voice I feel like I'm adding rock on his back, instead of sleeping at home but because of us he need to drive that far to take us home.

I should've bought a car for me so that we can go wherever we want without ruining my husband's schedule. After an hour he finally came, we bid goodbyes to jun and timi, while he's driving.

I secretly looking at him and all I can see is his sleepy eyes, maybe he's trying to fix and finish all major company matters before his out of town venture. When we got home he parked the car in the garage.

I open the door while he is carrying the sleeping tamra, I arranged the pillow before he gently lay him to the bed. We are holding each other's hands while heading to master's bedroom.

"looks like you are worn out today want some milk?" I asked him, trying to make him feel better.

"No need" I was surprised when he kissed me in my lips, "that's more energizing" He kissed me again. I responded with a sweet and passionate kiss, he deepened the kiss, he's hands are starting to roam around my curve.

He reached for my back to unzip my dress, He easily unhooked my brassiere while I'm having a hard time unbuckling his belt.

"Let me" Jhotam says between our kiss, I blushed when he finally unbuckle his belt and he start kissing me again. Tonight we are one again and I'd love to be united with him whenever he wanted.

Time flies so fast who would have thought that It's been a week since he went to Canada for his business venture. I really feel empty without him, every night without him is like isolating myself in a cold ice town and only tamra can bring warmth on me.

Speaking of my son I should leave now it's almost time to pick him. I felt something is vibrating inside my pocket I assumed that it was my husband but the caller's I.D is unknown, somehow I feel disappointed but I'm not that rude to decline the call.

I made a right choice it was Ryan on the other line saying that my son lost his consciousness. My heartbeat is overpowering my hearing senses and I barely feel my feet touching the ground while I'm running.

On my way to the clinic I bump into Ryan he lead the way to Tamra whereabouts. Seeing him lying in the bed with dextrose injected in his hands makes me a useless mother. I touched his forehead it's not hot if he doesn't have fever what causes this trouble then?

"He's suffering from a mild fatigue due to the luck of proper sleep" Fatigue? How did he end up having fatigue? I'm certain that I always send him to bed in right time.

"Mom, I'm sorry for causing trouble from this day I swear I will not stay late playing with my psp at night" now I know the reason, even though I'd watch him over he still manage to sneak out to play games in his psp.

I'm glad his dad is not around for sure I will get a lecture from him. I better not tell it to my husband. I don't want to bother him and making him worried is not part of my concern.

"Bye, teacher" Tamra says, Ryan pat my son's head later on he looked at me, maybe he's waiting for me to thank him.

I gave him my sincere gratitude before turning my back as we started to walk, meanwhile while we are walking in the hallway I have notice that there's something wrong with my vision its getting blurry.

Aside from the blurry vision I also feel a little bit dizzy so I stop for a moment my little tamra notice it, I tried to stop him from calling his adviser but voice wont slip from my tongue and everything went black the only thing I can remember someone is carrying me in bridal style. When I woke up I find myself lying in hospital bed, what exactly happened to me?

"Feeling better?" It was Ryan who's asking me while Tamra is sleeping in the couch nearby window.

"Thanks and sorry for causing you so much trouble this day" First he saved tamra and now he saved me.

"Compare to our past I guess I'm the one who should be sorry" says Ryan.

here we go again, I don't get it why does he keep on bringing up the past?

"I guess this is the perfect time to give you this" He handed me a box of velvet box. I'm kinda' surprised when I open it there's a gold proposal ring inside

"I'm a married woman and you know how much I love my husband" Is he trying to mess up my married life?

"I know"

"So why are you giving this to me now?"

"I wanted to give you that ring 10 years ago... I know you're the woman I wanted to be with the rest of my life yet I keep on messing up our relationship, I took you for granted that's why I'm screwed when you finally decided to break up with me...It took me almost a year to prepare myself before deciding on courting you again but I found out that you already have someone with you" so in the end he really loved me...but I don't have regret on what happened 10 years ago instead I'm very thankful it must be faith. All I know is we are not really destined to each other.

"I cannot accept it" I extended my arm to give him back the box but he refuse to take it.

"I'm getting married my fiancée wants me to give it to you and she wanted to say sorry too"

Huh?! Now it's quite confusing why would his girl say sorry to me?

"Sounds confusing right?" he asked, I just nod my head

"I'm marrying Claire ann" Now I know why she's sorry, because she's the reason why we broke up, I cannot accept the fact that he's going to be a father to her child.

"You already had baby why didn't you marry her earlier?" Don't tell me he still flirting with other girls.

"A week after we broke up I found out that she's not pregnant she lied to ruin our relationship and because of that it makes you 'the one that got away'"

"You love her?" he nod and his eyes are shining that is when I'm sure his really in love with her, I'm glad this jerk is settling for good, I wish them all the best.

"I really can't accept it"

"It's yours take it as a gift" Gift? It's not my birthday, He handed me the result, Confused yet I grab it.

When I open the envelope I almost cried my heart out, my hands are shaking while holding the result.

"by the way should I call your husband to pick you? What's his number?"

"Don't bother he's in Canada for business venture"

"I'll take you to your house" I keep on refusing and he kept on insisting in the end I realized he's doing me a favor and you cannot consider it as a form of a******y.

I gave him the address, the moment I open the door in the back of passenger seat, My eyes

widen and stock in one direction. His car is parked next to ryan's car, he slip out of his car, standing and staring in my direction.

"J-jhotam" I didn't expect to see him at this very moment, he still have 1week in Canada did he book an early flight? why? Could it be....he wanted to surprise me!

"I'll leave now"

"thank you again"

"Daddy" Tamra says, he hugged his father's leg, he is patting he's son's head but those cold mad eyes won't leave me.

"Tamra get inside first I'll open the gate for daddy" he showered me a questions right after we enter the masters bedroom.

I don't know why but I'm irritated whenever I'm looking at his handsome face. I don't know what I'm doing but I couldn't stop my face from squeezing his cheeks

"I only left for about 3 weeks then I found out you were with another man?" he is mad, he unbutton his tuxedo and throw it on the floor.

I watch him standing while pressing his nose bridge.

I was startled when he suddenly look at me he's no longer holding his nose bridge instead his hands are now in his waist. I found it really cute I walk closer to him, I tip toe and kiss him in his lips.

"You think you can bribe me with what you are doing right now? Answer my question, who is that man a while ago?"

"He is my adviser daddy he is teacher Ryan Hallari"

"I told you to stay in your room little chua" he run back to his room.

He made it sure that Tamra is really not around. He locked the door before bragging about that 'man' "your first love?" he look at me with his mocking face, Don't tell me he's jealous.

"So tell me why did this first love -mean your son's ADVISER bother to drive you home?" he's mad I can sense it. I burst into laughter instead of answering his questions.

"What's funny? Huh?" He's facial expression is priceless.

"Don't tell me you're jealous? Come on I'm already 33 married and I even had a child"

"Why wouldn't I get jealous? You are 33 married and have a child but it doesn't mean you are no longer attractive woman"

"oh really? What about the blondies in Canada" he suddenly brushed his hair using his finger, he walked out of the room the last thing I've heard is the slamming of the door.

Is he really upset? Did I make him mad but I'm just teasing him. I'm about to drag the big news I guess it's safe to say it later.

I know how to cool down his head. We are having our dinner finally with Jhotam this time. The only thing can be heard is the tossing of spoon and fork as it touches the plate but thanks to the little ice breaker the silence was broken.

"Mom fainted in school and teacher Ryan took us to hospital" Now my husband is looking at me with 'explain-everything-look'

"Are you not taking care of yourself while I'm gone?" he drop the utensil, he is now staring at me.

"I am taking care of myself but fainting is inevitable when you're pregnant" I'm planning to tell it to him later but the timing is ruined there's no reason to hold it back. There was a presence of silence when everyone dropped their weapons.

"You're not kidding right?" I just shrugged as I gave him a playful smile

"I knew it! Listen to me buddy don't stress out your mom be a good boy cause' you're going to be a brother soon" See he's not mad anymore.

"Yey! I'm going to be a brother...can't wait to tell it to Hyunra"

"food first before anything else" He supposed to leave the dining, obviously, to call hyunra right away.

"Hear that buddy let's finish this and later help me clean up the mess mommy need to relax" Now they're giving me a sedentary life.

"In case you didn't notice I'm not disable I can still do the house hold"

"but mom you need to relax for baby's sake" Seeing their reaction makes my belly laugh. God is good for sending me this two adorable people and by giving me a new adorable present inside my womb it makes him awesome.

For the past weeks I feel so lonely but today my night is perfect. I hope our love for each other grow deeper as much how my tummy grows bigger.