MY SOULMATE IS A VAMPIRE

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Elle saw something again?" I asked as I took off my leather jacket in a random direction when I saw how miserable Elle was.

In the end, I stepped back into the house I had left a week ago. A short time for Vampires. If I wanted to go back selfishly, I would certainly not go back no matter what. Unfortunately, I'm not like that.

Mr. George suddenly came to me quickly and said that Elle was bleeding quite seriously. However, I don't know how Elle felt the illness. Her ears were constantly bleeding, and it bothered me a lot. Before someone finally joined our family uninvited.

"Poor Elle, it seems like she's really pushing herself to explore the future," Niel said as he held tightly to Elle's hand that Ethan had previously held.

"Niel, you know something about this disease. Don't you?" asked Ethan.

Niel laughed briefly, and then he looked at me with that proud look. "Thank your own son, thanks to him, we found out some surprising facts that will land him in jail," Niel said.

Wait, what did I find out? Why did it come to that? I didn't think Niel was being serious, it seemed like he was just joking so that I wouldn't panic too much about Elle trying to get out of her comfort zone.

"What do you mean Jasper's going to jail?" gasped Cassandra.

Niel laughed again as he looked at Cassandra with a casual gaze. Cassandra herself immediately changed her face to a calmer one and looked at me. That's a sign that Niel told her something about the thing I found. What exactly did I find? Why is Niel so happy with that information?

"Can't you treat Elle first? I can't bear to see her in constant pain," I said.

"Since when do you care about your own family?" Niel asked.

What exactly did Niel want? Why did it feel like he kept cornering me all this time? I hate it when someone thinks I don't care about my family. If, in fact, I was like that, why would I let Rosalie go so many times for all of them? I'm always the one being blamed. Why? Because I'm just an implication.

Maybe I looked furious when Niel said that. Oh my gosh, who wouldn't be angry if someone said something like that directly to those of you who have fought with all the energy and means you have. Why is there justice if we, living beings, are often ungrateful and continue to feel lacking in everything and want more?

"I won't go home forever if I don't care about them, Niel." I've had enough, this time it's just me who doesn't know anything. So can't they just tell me what's going on? That's it. I'll do my best if I can.

"Ethan won't feel lost, because you're just the implication of his biological child," Niel said.

What? Ethan's biological child? Isn't he a pure Vampire? How could he possibly have a child? No, I mean, with whom? Cassandra? That's impossible, isn't it? I mean, you know that Vampires can't conceive. I don't know why my emotions are rising, it seems like my decision to go home was completely wrong.

"Cassandra was also a human once. It's a shame that your half-blood sister had to kill herself," Niel explained.

Okay, this wasn't going according to my heart, my body moved towards Niel. Strangling his neck with a burst of emotion that I felt, ah. That's why I felt like I had a heart even though I didn't. Maybe I was crazy, but now my right hand was on Niel's neck. Even he himself couldn't let go. Ethan and Cassandra were trying to persuade him to let go.

However, I didn't move my hand at all. Instead, the strangulation felt even stronger. I want to kill him. The words that flashed through my mind made one of my hands also strangle Niel's neck and made the man panic. Neither Ethan nor Cassandra could stop me. Something had gotten the better of me, and I couldn't escape it.

"Jasper, stop!"

Both my hands reflexively slipped from Niel's neck, he himself moved away and tried to take as many breaths as possible. I turned to Elle. She seemed to be better than before. There was no blood flowing from her ears or nose, but I didn't dare to approach her. Especially when Cassandra seemed to be protecting Elle from me.

I looked at Cassandra and Ethan in turn. If in the end I was different from what they wanted, why was I still allowed to live now? Roughly speaking, I'm just a clone of her half-blood son. It's a pity that I have to carry out this kind of fate, my life is really ridiculous.

"You should have killed me from the start, Ethan."

My emotions were getting more and more overwhelming, it felt like something I had never felt as a Vampire was starting to kick in lately. Unfortunately, it's all just my feelings. Because in reality I can't feel anything. At the moment when I wanted to run away, Niel held me back for some reason. Fortunately, Brilly came at the right time and allowed me to escape.

I could only hear Brilly's words to my family before she left with me, damn me. More unlucky than Rosalie, who lost all her happy memories. Or is it that we have the same life story? No matter how many times I blame the universe, they won't listen to my grumbling, and I end up alone again with all this pain.

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ELLE POV

"You don't deserve to be called family."

Brilly's words stuck in my mind, that's how mean we were to Jasper. Honestly, I only found out that Cassandra and Ethan had a child before me. I didn't expect them to want to make Jasper look like their son. What a thought.

Now I'm in my room, while Niel, Ethan and Cassandra are busy talking about Jasper's amazing discovery that helped them. Sometimes I wonder why Jasper can live so miserably when he has helped so much for us vampire race. Is this what we call unfair? As long as I've lived in the Cameron family, I've never felt my life was unfair.

And now that I realize that Jasper is trying to make things better, I didn't completely fail when I tried to explore the future with Mr. George's guided book. It was nice of him to want to help me when I kept hitting Jasper with my various negligence.

I could see how Jasper and Rosalie were in the same room, only. There was something I couldn't detect being in the same room. His aura was full of vengeance, he intended to hurt Rosalie.

I only caught a glimpse of him, and I had no idea who he was. At first, I thought it was Mark, or Mark's son, who was being talked about among the Vampires. However, there was something that made me sure that this man was not from Mark's gang. He was different, and somehow he was more cruel and wild.

"Rosalie, what exactly is it that keeps you in danger?" I muttered.