Lilly's POV
I closed my eyes and felt the hot water hugging my body . I can't remember the last time I had some "me time" . Today's plan was simple , go to the mall , get some new outfits , get a manicure and maybe a new haircut .
I needed change , I needed to feel good about myself .
I put on a high waisted blue jeans with a white turtle neck crop top , a beige scarf with a pair of brown boots and headed outside. it's shopping time !
if this was a movie you'd probably be watching a full montage of moi trying some clothes on , getting my hair and nails done ...but oh well this is not a movie so let's just skip that part , shall we ?
Anyway , after several hours my stomach decided to scream for food , so i did what i do best . I. Burried. Myself. In. Junk. Food.
i know what you are thinking , like oh my god you need to stop eating junk food , you'll end up fat with 20 cats and a heart disease . well sweetie , just like i always tell my mom, i do not care. i love food and you can't do anything about it . if you tell me to chose between love or food , i chose food. if you tell me to chose between s*x and food , i chose food . if you tell me to chose between money and food , i chose , well , money . SO I CAN BUY MORE FOOD . okay, you get the point , moving on ...
I reached for my cellphone to check the time and give Sandy a call , oh s**t i lost my phone again didn't i ? maybe i left it at the store? i'll just go check .
So like a crazy , lunatic person I ran to the store
" ma'am are you okay?" the store manager asked with a concerned look on her face
who is she calling ma'am? b***h i am 22 what the hell ? i started to look for my phone and after the longest 30 seconds of my life , it hit me. I just wasted them calories
" yeah , yeah " i said my face turning red " i just saw a spider , so i decided to look for something to kill it with "
i could see she was trying so hard not to laugh and to be honest if i wasn't mad that i left my phone at this stranger's place I'd be laughing too right now .
After that very weird encounter i decided that it was time to get my stuff back .
i am not going to lie i was very nervous and worried but can you blame me ? i mean i am going to a stranger's place by myself , he could be a crazy person who knows? maybe he's some gang leader or a serial killer, ugh or worse . a person who has some weird obsessions . WHAT IF HE WAS A JOE ?
and because i was totally wasted and half asleep when i left his place on that cursed night , it took me a couple of minutes to remember his address. here we go, let's just hope he's home .
1 hour later
yeah ... he was not home.
" ugh, i f*****g hate my life !" i yelled
" mommy ? i am scared.. what is doing " I heard a low voice saying
i turn around to see a little girl with her mother standing right behind me
"nothing sweetie... let's go " she said looking at me like she saw a ghost , took her daughter's hand and ran away
Great ! i am scaring people away , they probably think i am crazy person . Am I ? Am I a lunatic ?
" yes , yes you are" i heard a low chuckle behind me
i turn around and see HIM .
" YOU! it is all your fault ! why couldn't you just leave me alone? i certainly did not want to sleep with guy like you! hell i probably did not even enjoy it -"
" that's not what you said last night " he said smirking
" no that's what i said , i am sure" i sternly said as he slowly started to make his way to me , his eyes never leaving mine
" well actually you are right ... I couldn't hear what you were saying ... over your screams" he said eyeing me up and down " in fact, the neighbors probably heard you too. You miss, are very , very loud in bed "
I found myself breathing hard as our faces were now only inches apart .
" or maybe it's just that i am very good at making you feel good?" he added , the smirk never leaving his face
My heart was beating so fast I really thought i was having a heart attack . the way he look at me ... i couldn't help but stare into his eyes, it felt like he was staring at my soul. how does he make me feel so vulnerable? i don't even know the guy.
his sight fell on my lips as he licked his kissable , red lips .
i found myself doing the same. is he going to kiss me now? do i want him to?
No ! absolutely not!
yes you do.
no i don't .
you do.
I don't.
sure keep telling yourself that.
"ugh just shut up"
" who you talking to ?" he asked smirking
crap did i say that out loud again? i swear people gonna think i'm crazy
"n... no one?" i stuttered
he chuckled and started to walk away . what the hell just happened?
" aren't you coming? i believe i owe you a wallet, a phone , lipstick and a condom" he shouted " well actually you owe me a condom" he turned around and winked at me
" you went through my things ?" i shouted back following him
" you mother-"
" language ! or you don't get your condom back !"
"fucker" i muttered under my breath