Struggle for life of an innocent girl

Chapter six

After that day I was not concentrating on anything. I were busy in my own world thinking about what he said that day. This was new for me, I don't know that I felt the same for him or not. I stopped talking to him and meanwhile Shivani and Nikhil patchup there differences. I was happ for them but was confused for me. Shivani started noticing change in my behaviour and my ignorance towards Nikhil. She asked me many times that what he done that I have stopped talking to him but I didn't told her...what should I have told her that her boyfriend had started having feelings for me. I can't hurt her...I care too much for her that I can ignore that one time incident. But I was confused with my feelings...do I actually like him???

I was hell confused but I again started talking to him for sake of my friend but he didn't stopped showing his feeling for me and somewhere deep down I know I have something for him but don't want to accept it and turn a blind eye to it. But he was making things worst for me. He started spending extra time with me and that was making me happy and what you expect from a girl who was yearning for love would feel in that situation. I know I was wrong somewhere that was making me guilty also that I am doing wrong with my best friend. Now Nikhil was determined to make me accept that I also have feelings for him but I don't want to accept and let it pass. I don't want to accept my feelings for him but he was not accepting it. I am not getting why is he doing all this things and one day he blackmailed me that if I won't accept that I liked him too he will go tell Shivani everything and I didn't had left with a choice to accept that I also liked him.