Struggle for life of an innocent girl

Chapter eight

it was my summer break and I was not in much contact with Shivani and Nikhil had no source to contact me and I doesn't want to contact him too because for me everything was finished. I was suffering from a heartbreak....my first heart break. I lost interest in everything.... I became more skinny then before.....i became distant from my family....it results in argument between my mother and me....but what could I have done.... I doesn't knew how to handle all this pain and sufferings. I wake up with sadness and cry myself to sleep at night and also during the day. my family was not getting what had gotten into me. three months I only did was crying and now it was time for admission in new school to finish my remaining two years of school. I was admitted to the school my brother goes to and luckily Vibha took admission in same school which I did. I was too lucky to have her... She knew everything about me and Nikhil and she hates him more now because of him Shivani and my relations got worse and he never took responsibility to mend it. In my new school I have found my new best friend Bhavana.....she was much like me having a difficult childhood... So Vibha Bhavana and I became best friends. we three were broken in our own ways but never showed it....at that time considered myself weak because I was not ale to handle my heartbreak properly. the main thing which broke me more was the guilt I was carrying in my heart. The guilt of  backstabbing my own best friend. it was killing me day by day.....till now also.....but there was I nothing I can do about it. Shivani had taken admission in another school. She now had new friends. She came to visit me after school hours but not much. one day as usual I was out of school and he was waiting for me......Nikhil.....he told me he don't had time now but he will visit me again.. I was too happy to realise that I was going on the same road again.