Jason Davenport It took a while to process everything that had just happened. Amelia had attempted suicide. Amelia was carrying my child. Still dazed, I sat on the still cold floor in my wet clothes, my back resting against a raised platform, and I forced myself to think. Think of the times when I still had mom. Think of the times when Amelia and I had been. . . friendly. Friendly. Something cold pumped through me. It felt wrong saying that. Thinking like that. A part of me just couldn't bring myself to accept that fact. To me it felt like betrayal. And betrayal meant that I was making peace with the cause of mom's death. That I was accepting it, embracing it. And that was something I couldn't do. I felt helpless and confused. The reason why I hated Amelia so much was because

