My hands tremble as I write the last page of my letter for Izzy. I sigh with a heavy heart as I sign it. The letters I wrote for Kai, Izzy, and Chester is something I couldn't fathom. It's like finally ending a sentence with a period. You could feel the permanence. No buts and no pauses. This borrowed heart ached like it's mine, to begin with. At the end of the day, I'm still human. All these feelings that are present are not just about having no hopes in seeing my friends who became family but also getting left behind by the person who I thought wouldn't leave me, Titus. But isn't this what I wanted in the first place? I'm supposed to be happy. Titus was really right. Leaving behind meant losing people I've been attached to even if they were only a few. My life in Castle Rock end

