3 AM and there is still no revving of an engine. I couldn't sleep in hopes mother wouldn't come home. All the waiting with no assurance of what is going to happen tomorrow is something difficult to perceive. Much more, when my own mother doesn't cooperate. All the twists and turns I've done while closing my eyes hard as I can still didn't make me sleep. I was overwhelmed with work. The sad part is Titus wasn't there after work. Maybe he has his reasons. He has his responsibilities anyway. Where is my mom? I mean, I know where she might be but with knowing what she's up to tomorrow, her disappointment won't let her come home and see me. It would let her temper rise more than usual. My window creaks a little due to the strong wind. It scared the hell out of me.

