Fuse (Book 3 Hell Raisers MC)

10

DAISY

I had to find a way to tell him that those minor rough things hes done to me has sent me to a high way up in the clouds. Just thoughts of him doing more … made me c*m so hard, harder than I thought was possibly after the ‘normal’ vibrator fantasy before … maybe then he wouldn’t hesitate to do them with me. I just had to speak up. I could tell after all this time he was waiting he was never going to push.

“Do you want anything to drink?” I asked knowing last time I went shopping for things I did get a case of her favorite beer.

“Sure baby, are we. Going to h ave a movie night?” He asked and the way he seemed content made my heart sore.

”I was thinking we should have a mild talk.” I had to clear my throat after that as my voice went high and he seemed confused now.

”I am not taking the car back, it’s yours.” He seemed to declare and I just shook my head and brushed it off before getting him his beer and myself a flavored water and walking back to sit with him.

“I was thinking about explaining why I didn’t. Why I don’t initiate even when I want to.” I told myself to keep eye contact, to try and show what this was about with eye contact so there wasn’t more awkward understandings.

“You don’t have to explain anything to me-“

”Yes I do. You are someone who is taking care of me, someone who has taken care of me for a long long time. And now you’re my boyfriend. You deserve to know what goes on in my head. And it really isn’t anything bad. There were times men touched me when I was a kid but it never got more than once and never farther than a ‘simple touch’ they called it.”I took a breath. My childhood trauma didn’t stop me with my ex but I was almost sure I just wouldn’t get turned on… at least until Vic started to touch me and kiss me.

“If you’re leading up to a reveal… I don’t really-“

”I never had an orgasm until I got a toy.” I blurted and he paused in his own speech. “I had s*x, I have done it a few times but it felt wrong, and dry I guess. But it never got me off. I pretended but I don’t want to do that with you.” I stated knowing it probably wouldn’t like that. Not when I have had a wet dream, dry humped him until my panties were soaked at the club… not to mention all the orgasms with my Rose toy.

”You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do- I have been trying not to hint-“

”Victor please just listen. This has nothing to do with you backing off. I am trying to say I have no idea how to start. Nothing other men have done to me affects me the way you do things to me. Your kisses, your hair pulling, your hands roaming my sides.” I felt my face flush when he seemed to be flattered that I was saying he could do something as little as turn me on when other men couldn’t.

“Baby, you’ve been on my mind since I was a horny teenager and you’ve made me jealous with simple acts. I am not one to judge. Seems like we were just made for each other.”

”Jealous? Of who?” I asked knowing no one but my ex had ever really made a move on me. It couldln’t just be regulars customers.

”Daze, anyone who looks at you too long pisses me off. Kiwi a few months ago tried flirting and he was told not to. And he still did. I don’t get mad at you. Never at you, you’re too cute and innocent to realize it sometimes but a lot of men flirt with you and then I put a stop to it. Especially when I knew they weren’t good men.” He told me and I felt very possessed. I felt like I was his. He was always my protector, and now he was much much more.

”Vic… I don’t want it to seem like I am only having s*x with you because you got me a car. I just feel like you have the faith and confidence in me that you can do something like that - I should have the same courage to put it out there. I don’t want to be disappointed and I don’t want you to be disappointed and I was wondering if we could try things with my toys for the first time to make sure and maybe it’s more of a learning curve and -“ I yipped as his lips crashed onto mine and then he was pulling me onto his lap. He sat back on the couch and his hands roamed as I stayed above him.

I moaned and squeaked as his hands and mouth did things to me my ex never did. He pulled my shirt down and pinched and rubbed over my n*****s. He moved his mouth down my neck and used his teeth to scrape at parts that sent shivers down my spine straight to my c**t.

”Naked or not yet?” He pulled back and pulled his hands away so he was making sure he had permission.

I sat back and started to stand and he pushed down his shirt and ran his hands over his pants and took a. Few deep breaths. He must think that this was stopping… I just wanted something a little different. I hadn’t ever been on top… maybe that is what I needed.

“Can I try something I haven’t-

“Try anything you want.” He told me right away and I pulled on his hand and we walked into my small kitchen and I pulled out a chair for him.

“Sit… please.” I gulped as he looked down at me and he did as I asked, slowly. I raised my skirt, pulling my panties down and then stepping up and straddling his lap. I scooted up against him and moaned at the friction with his jeans. “Victor… I want this. But… I wanna be like this.”

“Take me how you want me baby.” He told me and I leaned forward and pushed my lips to his. He opened his mouth against mine and I gave in to tangle my tongue with his. I reached down and undid his belt, slowly opening his jeans next and then his zipper.

He was warm to the touch, thick and soft. He had some hair at he base of his c**k but nothing unruly. I stroked and bit my lip hoping my hand wasn’t too tight or too light and he liked it. The more I stroked the harder he got and the more he seemed to fill out. My body was zinging with the idea of having him like this. Waiting on me just a little and wondering what I would do. But truth be told I had no idea what I could or should do, having one s****l partner before having the man of your dreams makes you hesitate.

“I have a condom in my wallet love.”

I licked my lips and I grabbed his wallet chain on the side, I tugged and shuffled around it before finding the blue package and slowly opening it before feeling nervous.

“Eyes love.” He whispered and I looked up. “Want me to do it?” He asked and I nodded slowly. He brought his hands around, fitting the condom on before he stroked himself a couple times and left himself in the air and thicker and longer than what he was when I first pulled him out.

“Victor-“

“Tell me what you want and I’ll give it to you. Just ask. I promise you’re safe.”

“Last time it was… horrible.” I mumbled and he nodded slowly, I was sure he was going to ask me for the details later the way he seemed to clench his jaw when I said that. “I want this time with you… I need it to be good.” I whispered and leaned in so I could rest my forehead on his.

“Let me help.” His hands hit my hips and I nodded slowly. “Take my c**k baby. Line me up. Stay relaxed.” He urged and I did as he suggested, I felt a little unaligned as I tried to sit on him right away and then I sat up straighter and he slid in easily.

“You’re… Victor.” I couldn’t… not! Oh he felt thick, like he was splitting me in half. There wasn’t a burning sensation like before. It was like a knife going into soft butter, no resistance. Amazing…

“You’re so tight, love. Tell me when you want me to move you. When you’re ok.” He whispered and kissed the side of my neck and I sighed and lifted my eyes.

“I’m ok. You’re just so…” I still couldn’t say it! Surprising- unbelievable- wonderful.

“Rock back and forth love. Just for a few seconds.” He pushed on my lower back and I did like he was urging and I tensed as I felt his c**k inside me somehow feel like it hit my c**t on the outside.

“Victor… please. You do it.” He knew what he was doing. He could make it feel good. I knew he could. I trusted him. Phenomenal- thrilling- like the moments just before the bad guy comes out and you have the energy inside you to scream!

“Hold onto me baby.” He told me and I nodded as I wrapped my hands around his neck. He stood slowly with me still wrapped around him and he moved to the kitchen table and set me down. “Hold this.” His hands put mine on the sides of his cut and I nodded as he slowly pulled out and I sighed as he slid right back in. “So f*****g wet.”

“Victor… that spot-“ I was going to shatter. I could feel it. I was going to break into a million pieces. It was coming faster and feelings so much more than just what the Rose toy brings me.

“I know baby. Let me take you, how I know you’ll like. I’ll make you cum.” He told me- promised me, and I just nodded and relaxed my legs a bit until he was moving in and out of me a little quicker. Each thrust hit that small spot and I needed more. Something. More.

“Victor… your mouth.” I pleaded and pulled on his cut until he was over me, it changed the angle a bit and the harder he was thrusting into me while kissing me the more I felt the impact of every thrust. One of his hands went right to my ass and he lifted as he thrust in and I cried out and pulled my lips from his.

“Hold it baby.” He hissed but I was lost, I didn’t know how. I screeched and raised my hips on my own and he started a chain of curses as I squeezed down around him as I came anyways. “f**k me.”

“I couldn’t hold it-“

“Fuck.” He shuddered and leaned over me, getting his arm on the side of my head and leaning into my neck and kissing over it.

“Didn’t ruin it did I?” I asked and he pulled back and grabbed my chin in his hands.

“You just made me blow my load too fast. I wanted you to enjoy it longer. Nothing is f*****g ruined.” The soft voice had me thrown through a loop after how he was ordering me around earlier.

“You were.... Victor last time was nothing like that. It felt so good I couldn't-”

“Look at me.” I picked at his cut, focusing on my fingers before looking up into his eyes now. “Last time some f**k head touched you he didn’t care about you half as much as I do. You’re precious baby, and I’ll be damned if you ever think I will ever be like them. You’re mine to please and love on. Mine to make orgasm. The fact that you felt so good that you couldn’t stop is a compliment. I never want you to worry I won't like what you do with me.”

“Ok.” I felt his forehead on mine and I closed my eyes and relaxed as he leaned over me and let me calm down. “I... can we... I’m just getting a little cold.”

“Let’s get in a hot shower and get in bed.” He pulled out of me and I watched him take care of the condom before I tried to stand. I was a little sore, but until I moved I didn’t even notice it. He kept me close as he followed me into the shower.

I was washing myself as he crowded me into the little standing shower and when I was washing my hair he was all done. He pulled out an extra towel for me and I watched him disappear as I waited for my conditioner.

When I was done, out in my towel, I looked into my room and saw him plugging his phone in next to mine and I watched the way his spine and shoulders moved as he then pulled out my sheets and pulled them down and I licked my lips until he turned back to me. “Ready?”

“Yeah...” I rubbed at my hair a bit more to make sure I wouldn’t completely wet my pillow and I just kept going to the bed with the towel on. I sat down on my side, pulling out the lotion I had, which was another gift from Aiden. I made sure to slather my legs in the good smelling stuff and I felt the bed dip behind me until his hands plucked at a few of my longer stands.

I pulled at the towel, usually not even worried about sleeping naked, but as I tossed it in the bin on my side of the bed I was aware fully of him seeing my back and how he would see all of me as I laid back. Not that he hadn’t just seen me in the shower and been inside me before that.

I must look different without the lust in his eyes. I clicked off the light and leaned back on my pillow, feeling his eyes on me and I looked over as I finished pulling the blankets up and he was on his elbow looking at me.

“There a reason you’re all the way over there?” He asked and I laughed.

“I don’t... I’ve never slept next to a man, how am I supposed to know where to lay?”

“You...” He gripped my waist and pulled me on my side before his hands went down and cupped my ass. “Stay like this... or you can turn over and I can cuddle you from behind... or even better I can lay on my back and you can lay on my chest.” He sounded like he had lots of women just waiting to be in bed with him.

“And you know this how?” I asked and he raised his head and pulled me even tighter against him.

“Movies. Porn... my mom loved to cuddle my dad anywhere.” He told me and that kind of made sense... he had both his parents and they loved each other... he had examples. “Jealous love?”

“No... just wondering how you knew.” I whispered and tucked my face into his shoulder and he laughed lightly and kissed over my temples before my forehead.