Watashinojinsei - My Life

DAY 1 - 07/01/21

I decided to be silent for a month. Detoxifying myself on social media so people won't be updated about my life and him not to be disturbed by the presence online. I know it can be hard but I did it before, so I know I can. I will miss him so much I hope he'll going to miss me too. Today I wish that he'll not gonna fall out love on me. I hope when I come he still love me and want to pursue me since he's okay already and I am too .

The last time I messaged him, I told him that I want to hug him so tight. I mean it. Things are not easy as I expected that this is going to be so hard because I want that person to be in my future. Yes, I know my attitude when we were together was toxic but you know what is toxic? That is the timing. We came from both toxic relationship before we met. We are traumatized by our pasts relationship then we tried to pursue our relationship so things went so hard for both of us. We both found redflags from each other that we don't want so we end up that fast.