“a friend is one who believes in you, even when you have ceased to believe in yourself”
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“You become my little playtoy.”
His words were on repeat in my head even after I had left his office. He might have explained what it involved, but the only thing I could remember was 'b**m'. Kaitlyn had talked about it before, some guy she had been with liked it and she would always be so nice to give me the details.
Maybe I should talk to her about it, I thought to myself. I wasn't keen on talking about my s*x life, or lack of s*x life, with anyone but I was curious. Though all I wanted right now was a cigarette. All these discussions with Matthew had me stressed out and I knew that a cigarette could help set my nerves right. Either that, or a bottle of vodka.
“Since when did you start to smok
