“never force anything. give if your best shot, and then let it be. if it is meant to be, it will be. do not hold yourself down with things you can not control. moving on does not mean forgetting, it means you choose happiness over hurt."
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Matthew had not let me leave the hotel room without him, which had been fine with me. I was throwing up a lot and I was suspecting it was from when my dad had hit me but I was hoping it just was the flue or something like that.
But, today Ida and Jackson is getting married, so all us girls are together in Matthew and I's hotel room and the boys are long gone. We were trying to ignore what had happened, but it was a really big elephant in the room.
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“What the f**k Safiya?” I looked up to see Matthew standing in front of us with fury in his eyes. T
