River
Ava left a little while ago. I feel bad about her visit to me. I wasn't good company to her at all. I've just had so much on my mind and it feels like as soon as I make peace with new information, something else then has to be thrown at me. I was upset when Grey and I left our parents' office earlier, but what really set me off was Grey not wanting to mark me. My past, a past I wasn't even aware of, is trying to come back and haunt us all, and the one thing I feel like I have control of in my life right now I am being denied. It hurt, but as Ava instructed me, I should listen to him, let him explain his reasoning and then hide from him if I feel that is the best.
Greyson hasn't come back yet. Ava said Noah and he had some work they had to take care of. So, after Ava left me to sul
