River
I am standing here fuming. I am angry. I am hurt. I'm frustrated and I am... I'm worried? I sat here all evening replaying mine and Greyson's conversation from earlier. Everything that I know has been a lie? I don't know if that is more of a question or statement on my part. I am old enough that I would have understood everything if they had told me. I have been old enough to understand it for a while and they still wanted to hide it from me? For what? to use me? to laugh behind my back? to kick me to the curb at the end of all this? Or maybe they do love me. They didn't want me to know that I belonged to anyone else, in fear of losing me from their life? I shake all of my thoughts from my head right now. I refuse to play into my emotions anymore by trying to figure out how I am fee
