Her hateful love

9

"I'm like walking heroin;

Very habit-forming,

It never ends well "

I

saw myself in a dark room. I could feel the cuffs around my hands and ankles. I couldn't move a bit from my place.

" raj! " I heard aashika's voice. Aashika, my Jaan. My heart started to beat fastly. My breath was uneven. I looked here and there for her but I couldn't see her. For the first time in life I felt scared, afraid for my love, my Jaan.

" Jaan? Jaan? " I called her with the endearment I used to call her with. She always smiled every time I address her as my Jaan. I heard whimpers of her I knew it her but why can't I see her. Where are you my Jaan?

" raj, humare bacche ko bacha Lo. Wo.. Wo maar denge humare Bandar ko... Raj bacha Lo... " I heard her cry for our baby. ( raj, save our baby, save our baby. They. They will kill our Bandar (monkey)  raj save him) 

My heart clenched in pain when I heard her cry for our baby. Her voice held so much pain. " Jaan, where are you. Jaan!  " I exclaimed as I tried to free myself but I could not move. I struggled to free myself when I heard her scream again.

I saw her laying on the floor like a lifeless body, she had dried blood on her lips, serval injuries on her forehead and limbs. Her arm was protectingly wrapped around her belly bump, still in her unconscious state, she was trying to protect our Bandar our baby.

" Jaan!  Jaan! " I called her but it was like she couldn't hear me. She didn't move a bit. I saw someone coming towards her. I tried to move but this time a transparent mirror came in between my way.

The man whose face wasn't clear held her hands tightly. I could hear her whimpers he made her sit on a chair her hands were tied with ropes. She put a hand on her belly again as she opened her eyes.

" raj " she whispered my name as she saw me. The man held her hair in a painful grip to which a painful expression appears on her face.

" what you want you f*****g piece of s**t, leave her. Fight with me " I screamed as he held her jaw in a tight grip and slapped her.  Her Tears were on the verge of escaping while I could do nothing than watch her beating by a motherfucking bastard.

I looked around to find to way to go to her but there was none. " ehhhhhh" a painful scream made its way to my ears when he kicked her stomach.

" raj humara back! " she screamed again when he kicked her on her belly. ( raj our baby) I tried to break the mirror but couldn't. Her screams were getting louder and louder as he kicked her again and again.

" you dog, you bastard leave her " I screamed as he went somewhere in the darkness. " Jaan!  Jaan!  Open your eyes Jaan!  " screamed I saw blood coming out of her lips and down the side of the chair.

I fell on my knees, I felt worst as she lost her consciousness tears came out of my eyes continuously as I felt pain shoot through my head. I heard footsteps again I looked up only to see the same man with a knife.

" you love her so much right " he asked as he kept the knife on the neck. I felt like living out of me was being sucked as I saw her lifeless. Our baby was gone, our Bandar was gone.

"than see her dying in front of your eyes " he said as he stabbed her heart.

I saw her dying in front of my eyes.

" jaaaannnnn! " I screamed as I woke up sweating like a pig. I looked here and there for my Jaan but I couldn't see her.

I woke up and ran like a mad man as I tried to find her.  " Jaan!  " I screamed her name as tears fall down my eyes when I didn't found her in our home.

A sharp pain shoot through my foot as I whimpered in pain. I stepped on a piece of glass, blood started to flow out of my wound as I limped to the nearby couch.

I pulled the piece of glass out of my skin and wrapped a bandage around it. I got a big cut on my foot.

My gaze went on the photo of her with a garland on it. I looked at her photo with painful expression as I realized that she was dead. Our baby our Bandar was no more. She was no more. My love was dead with the symbol of our love, our baby, our Bandar.

I held my head as I clam down a bit... A nightmare, it was a nightmare about aashika. After 3 years I saw the same nightmare I saw when I got the news of her killing our baby than being died herself. I got the same nightmare 3 years back and today I saw the same nightmare again.

" Viraj " someone said. I looked up only to see Raisha with a concerned look on her face. She put her hand on my shoulder and sat beside me. I hugged her tightly and cried my heart out.

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