I wake up after what feels like the worst night sleep ever curled into the side of Samuel who is asleep sat against the headboard. Only up side is that the nausea seems to have subsided. I slowly make my way to the bathroom and into the shower. I slump to the floor and just let the water hit my skin. I feel numb to it's effects. I try to focus on Jason to see if I can sense him in any way there is just a giant void there. I place my hands on my flat stomach thinking about the little life growing in there i rest my head against the tiles and close my eyes.
I'm startled awake by a gentle knocking at the door
"Hey Soph's you okay in there" I don't reply to him. I don't feel ready just yet. "Come on Sophs you have been in there for an hour now"
Crap and hour I must have dropped off. I s
