Twin Alpha's and their Abused Mate

Chapter 5

Beast's POV

It has been almost a month and she is completely healed. Now we are just waiting for her to wake up. Dr. Lee had told us that she is not a human but a lycan. That is why she has not shifted, or she is not healing as fast as normal wolves. All I want is for her to wake up and be okay. I already know when her birthday is because we went through that pathetic alpha's office and took over his pack three weeks ago. He still gets tortured everyday and barely gets fed. Also his beta is no where to be found.

Anyway's her birthday is in two days. I just want her to wake up so she can enjoy her birthday. Bunny and I decided to throw her a party, and a welcome to the pack as well when she shifts, but I'm scared that it will be to much for her. Since she was abused for so many years. Hopefully she will give us a chance to prove our love and loyalty to her. During this month we have been forced to eat and sleep even when we didn't want to. So we opt to eating and sleeping in her hospital room. 

I have been talking to her everyday non-stop, hoping that she would hear me and come back. I sit there worried that she would not come back and becomes brain damaged. Which is also a possibility. They took her out of the induced coma two weeks ago because she was finally fully healed. But Dr. Lee stated that she could wake up at anytime but it is up to her if she wants to live or not. Hearing him say those words hurt me, I cried when he said if she wants to live or not. Bunny and I haven't left her side since the day I gave our mate my blood. It was to painful to leave her. 

"Please wake up baby, we are here for you, you don't have to worry no one is going to hurt you ever again." I said to her while holding her hand. 

I lowered my head and started praying to the moon goddess. Praying that she will help our mate come back to us. I was still praying when I felt a light movement in my hand. I looked up and seen that she was stirring. I was so happy but I didn't know what to do. So I sat there quietly and watched her.

Ranesmay's POV

I hear a man's voice saying wake up and come back to us. But I don't know who that voice belongs to. Everyday I hear the same voice and I'm scared to come back because I don't want to. It is peaceful here even though I am surrounded by nothingness. I talk to my wolf everyday and she tells me that the voices I hear are our mates. She tells me that they love me and want me. I am scared because I am no longer pure because I was raped and I couldn't stop it or protect myself. I will be rejected and I am scared of being rejected. I have more than one mate so if I get rejected it will hurt twice as much.

I feel a presence behind me and I see this beautiful woman walking towards me. She was tall and skinny with a little bit of meat on her bones. She had long dark brown hair and her eyes glowed purple and blue. She has this powerful aura surrounding her and it was weird. My body acted on its own. I bowed my head and didn't move. "Moon Goddess" Is all I could mumble out. 

"Yes my dear child, you can call me Selena. You're mates are waiting for you and they are your greatest allies, as well as your lovers. They love you but you my dear child are very special. You will have more problems to face in the near future that you will have to face with and without your mates. You do have enemies out there and they will come for you. But you are the heart of the Lycan's and werewolves. You are my great-great-great granddaughter. You will survive anything because you have my blood running through your veins." she said.

"What do you mean Selena? How can they be my greatest allies but I have to face problems without them as well? Who are my enemies?" I asked.

"You will find out soon my dear child. Just come with me and come back to the living." She said.

I followed her and trusting her blindly. She gave me a smile and took me farther into the black abyss. I seen a very large outline and it was pure white. I was not for sure what to do, but I was scared. I kept walking, and the next thing I know is I hear a voice inside my head but I don't understand it.

Selena said before I stopped "this is where I leave you" and with that she disappeared.

"Who is this?" I asked trying to understand the voice.

"Look ahead of you. I am your Lycan. I am Phoenix." Phoenix whispered.

I look ahead of me and I was mesmerized by how big she was. She had all white fur, with a golden crown on the side of her right arm, she had the same color eyes as me except for a hint of purple in them. She was taller about 6' 8" and had huge paws. 

"How do I get out of here?" I asked her.

"We have to become one." Phoenix said.

With that in mind we got to know each other and found out that we had a lot in common minus the abuse and everything else I had to encounter without her. She was able to get to know my mates wolves Lucifer and Lucinda. She even told me that they really want to meet me. My Lycan is very horny and she really wants her mates. But I am scared to trust anyone or be rejected by them. Phoenix told me that they haven't let my side since I have been in the hospital. I just don't know anymore I am still scared that they will leave me because I am no longer pure. We continued talking and then it happened.

We finally became one after three hours of talking and she showed me the way out. She knows about my concerns and fears. She said to me that she will be here for me for no matter what happens. I just have to remember that I am no longer alone.

I can hear a male voice saying Bunny she is moving get over here. I can't open my eyes but I can hear a constant beeping noise and I feel two people holding my hands and the sparks and sensations that is making my heart do back flips and butterflies in my stomach. I thought to my self they haven't rejected me yet but why. I tried to get my bearings on my surroundings but nothing smells familiar except for two people in the room, my mates.

I tried to open my eyes and they finally opened but I quickly closed them again due to the bright light. I tried to reopen them slower this time getting used to the light. My heart is starting to race because all I see is the past and what happened to me. I see my father telling me that this is my punishment and letting a guy rape me. I scream, which scared my mates, and they looked at me with worry in their eyes.

"Ranesmay you are okay, you are safe." I hear a female voice saying in a soft tone. I think that it was Bunny's voice, but I am not for sure.

I slowly came to and seen her on my left side she was beautiful. She had long black hair, with tan skin, her eyes are dark blue and captivating, she had this smile that made my heart melt. I looked over to my right side and I seen a big guy that was intimidating and he scared me. I pulled my right hand back quickly and screamed. The next second the doctor comes in and says something to them. I hated men and I was scared of them, I mean who wouldn't be after going through what I went through.

The doctor came over to me and I backed up as much as I could trying to get away from him. He backed up slowly saying that he was going to stand back there so I could relax. But I couldn't relax with them in the room, I didn't know them. I looked at Bunny trembling and she notice what I was silently asking her. She nodded and smiled. 

"Guys she won't calm down until you guys leave. She is scared of you guys because of what happened. Beast I know that it will be hard for you to leave our mate. But at least for her, let her calm down and go do some pack work. Dr. Lee, I will let you know when you can come back and look her over okay. I will let both of you know when that time comes. She needs to be able to trust you guys not to hurt her. Okay." Bunny said

They both mumbled an okay and Beast kissed my forehead and I flinched. He looked at me with sadness in his eyes. He smiled slightly and left. Me and Bunny sat in silence for a while. Which in return kept me calm, but I also feel like I am missing a part of me. I started feeling this way when Beast left. I don't know what to do but I feel tired. I fell back to sleep with Bunny right next to me and I feel at peace.