At last , Mami

Chapter 4

suicidal-married-woman..

They are still chattering while pushing my bed . Gossiping about patients is their speciality. As if they don't have other patients to attend to or any of others of their nurserly duties to attend to. I hate gossippers .They spoil relations .

Poor lady , her ears must be so sore right now. These blabbermouths can't resit minding her business. Perhaps she's still new to the hospital . She's suicidal , just like me but what would one need else , if they hail from wealth.Money can afford happiness or at least one would make expensive cries on a personal jet or yacht surrounded by people at her service .One can even cry with an expensive bottle of champagne on one hand and a designer outfit on her body . Shopping makes people stop crying . You could buy as much food as you feel like , you'll be happy. You could visit many countries out there and forget that you're sad. Her husband is rich , but she's still trying to murder herself . She has a husband . She is unlike me , I am all alone. I am supposed to face the world on my own. I'm not even sure if my so called loved ones , actually love me because if they did , i wouldn't be stuck alone right now.

" Like seriously ! You're right. What a husband she has , hey. He just gave the doctor a handsome bonus for saving her life ,yet again . Why is he still holding onto her though , she is not worthy of him.She's just a burden. She wants to die , she should die and free her husband from her b*****e .He'll surely notice people like me who'd treat him like the treasure that he is. Why would I kill myself if I could die floating on his chiseled chest everyday and waking up again to die everyday. I'd love to suffocate in those strong arms of his( they both giggle) .You can easily see through his suit , he's a fine masterpiece .That body , it's to die for on its own. He should let her die for all she cares ! It's her eighth time attempting suicide . All her suicide attempts always fail. He still continues to pay for the heavy hospital bills like an angel he is . He must be the epitome of wealth , his wife is never served the bland hospital food . Instead her food is brought in here by a special chef on the meals she choses to have or rejects .Poor chef , he works for a pitiful madame.She has been living in the VIP ward throughout her stay here. We take her back to her luxury ward after surviving from every one of her suicide attempts and she goes back to live as if nothing ever happened . How rich of her !(she exclaims sarcastically). The heavens don't even want her , they don't take used up filths . Her husband must be for show only. It must've been an arranged marriage , there might not be love between them . Everybody knows this imbecile woman. (She pokes at my left cheek) .We heard that her husband finally only showed his face for the first time today. Maybe he wants to take her with him this time or he was assuming she has finally died and is no longer a burden to his wallet.He must be tired , very fed up! The Doctor said he's in the ward already , waiting for this sorry of a woman !( She pokes at me once more , harshly and I could feel the anger surging through me in my subconscious state) .Argh! She makes me furious !How can life be so unfair on others? We only got to know that she is married this morning, hey. After looking after her for three long years . Did you know ..?( She asked ,paused and continued talking.The other nurse did not budge to answer.) When she first got here , she only registered her name .She did

not include her last name or the registration form . She must've been disowned before . Maybe she's illegitimate , the father did not accept her . She probably turned to p**********n or maybe she is in some shady business , those people don't usually have last names , it's a formality to them.Maybe her husband had not accepted her in their arranged marriage . These teenagers don't even know what they want .Now she is a suicidal-married-woman whom we recently got to be told to refer to by the husband's last name.. The husband wants her to be addressed only as Mrs Quinn . Dr Gabriel said we should do just that to avoid any inconveniences . Since it's Dr Gabes' word , I'm certain the man has some authority , he is powerful ", She finally stopped talking

" I have also heard that , he requested to take a long stroll around the hospital . He's applying to replace the health inspector . We don't have to worry though, the hospital is in good shape ", the first nurse spoke enthusiastically.

The two nurse were blabbering while they slowly strode the mobile bed that I'm lying on. It took a while since my ward was opposite the side where the operation theatre stood .

'what the hell ! You don't even know whom you've jus poked Ms Nurse! You wait until I can open this graceful mouth of mine ! I doubt you'd like what will come out of it!

'How dare she ,accussing me of some p**********n . I don't run any shady business .What arranged marriage ?Are these cockroaches talking about me ? Who got disowned ? ! She really doesn't know me at all .She knows nothing about my background . I would never be disowned , I'm already an orphan ! I had a last name. I chose not to keep it. I'm legitimate , my real father accepted me of course .My parents would never abandon me if they had a choice , they died .

That was a mouthful from a nurse . I wanted to wake up and to teach them a lesson or two ' , I thought.

Those nurses were spouting nonsense. They never thought to respect me at least . They could have talked about me behind my back , in some corner of the hospital, far from me . It's gossip.They can see I'm right here , on the mobile bed . I could burst right there !

'husband?' I questioned myself , calmly

I was never married to anybody not that I knew of. I only got admitted into this hospital three years ago as unmarried as ever. Could it have been that it's someone different from me .Most of the things they were talking about were related to me ; I live in a VIP ward .