39 Toronto 1961 I’d just switched off the phonograph, downed the dregs of the Canadian Club I’d been sipping and stubbed out my last cigarette of the day when I heard a knock at the door. I opened it warily. Miryam stood on the threshold with an inscrutable expression on her face. She’d taken to wearing perfume. I inhaled it feeling like I’d come face to face with Helena Rubinstein. I transformed into a bee drunk on nectar. “Invite me in? Please?” I stood back to let her pass. My brain sounded the alarm, but my balls reacted otherwise. She took off her coat and handed it to me. She wore a pale summery dress, also something new for her. “Drink?” I asked. “Sure.” She moved to the sofa and sat down. She seemed nervous and fidgety. She hunted around in her purse for a moment before fin

