(Benjamin POV)
What made me to reject him wasn't only because of his possessive character but because of the demigod male that shows me heaven almost every night, I realized not long ago that I have fallen for him, and what go me more puzzled and panicking was because I don't know him, I haven't seen his face but only his demigod frame, his intoxicating scent, his trancing voice, his sculpted face 'f**k' I have been smitten with him and I am already craving his body.
When I found out I have fallen for him I nearly fainted from shock as alot of 'what if' thoughts flooded in my mind 'What if he is engaged'
'What if he is married'
'What if he has children already'
'What if he rejects me when I confessed to him'
"What if he's a ghost'
But as day pass my worry over those things decreased
