I froze at his question. I can't believe I said that. I was just so hurt by the fact that someone I love could want to hurt me that I didn't think about what I was saying.
"That's beyond the point!" I said in my own defense.
"You are the one who brought it up!"
"It doesn't even matter Marcus! How am I supposed to know how I feel after last night. He...you...the other you attacked me. I'm pretty sure his intention was to force himself on me and do other despicable things to. I have never been so scared in my life! I know that it wasn't you exactly, but it was your body that pinned me down. It was your face that I saw, it was your voice I heard. It was your tongue that licked away my tears! I'm utterly terrified of you. I'm standing here trembling and trying to make sense of it all be
