Today is the day of the wedding. Everything Marcus told me has been floating around in my head. I've been trying to be more considered to him. He just wants us to be together and in my own way I would like us to make this work, but on the other hand all I'm hearing is words. He wants me to trust him, to know that he won't loose control. There is no way of knowing what will happen on the next full moon. He wants to protect me, but I needs protection from him. This last week I haven't been pulling away or jumping every-time he touched me. I even started kissing him back. I made sure to keep it short and only our lips touched I didn't allow us to get to close. The last thing I needed is for my hormones to cloud my judgment. I want to see where the relationship goes bases on my feelings and no
